Reflection (On Hold)

Drop it like it's Hot...or Not

Author's note: Mentions of blood and a bit of rape? I swear it doesn't happen. Please don't ask about the chapter name because you will know later on. Enjoy ( ˘ ³˘)❤
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-3 hours later-

I wake up from my sleep. I feel dirty and gross, like I haven't showered in a week. I'm in the living room with different clothes than before. I don't remember changing but that doesn't matter.

I hear the door open and hear my brothers come in the house, the smell of fresh rain filling in my nostrils. I peek my head out from the couch, trying to not let them see me, and I hear Gabriel's voice in the kitchen.

"Who ate all my cookies again!" He screams at the entire house.

Gabriel is the oldest in the family. He's the only one in high school, even though I'm supposed to be in high school too. He has a bit of a sweet tooth which is why he always gets bothered when we eat his sweets.

"Maybe you ate them all you fat ass." Another voice tells Gabriel.

That's Lucifer, his name pretty much sums up his personality to everyone. He's still in middle school because he failed eighth grade again. He's not afraid of anyone but there are times he says he's afraid of me. I don't understand why though. I'm harmless.

"Can you please not call him a fatass, Luci? It's really rude."

Oh great, she's back. Luci has been dating this girl named Lilith Fair and she has been trying to make him into some nice boyfriend material or something like that.

She acts all nice with my brothers but she hates me for some reason. So everytime she comes over she makes me go get her snacks and treat her like a princess.

Well not this time.

I see Luci coming into the living room with Lilith and a bowl of doritos. He makes eye contact with me and I fall back on the couch to pretend I'm sleeping. I hear him laugh at me for trying to fake sleep.

"Nice try Cassie but no dice," he pushes my feet off the couch and sits down, "make room for Lil will ya." I really don't want to sit next to her so I get off the couch instead.

Gabriel is still in the kitchen when I head over there and all I see is candy wrappers all over the dining table. He's just sitting on the floor with a box of oreos, eating them one by one. I don't even say anything to him while I get a water bottle from the fridge.

I start heading to the basement door, where I have my bookshelf, and I see Lilith in the corner of my eye.

She always tries to scare me but it never works. Before she pounces at me, my instinct is opening the door, making her fall down the stairs. She screams at each stair she hits until I hear a dull thud.

"Oh my god! Lilith!"

I made a quick entrance in the basement to help her. Using only the light outside the door, I see Lilith on the floor, tears running down her face, grasping her broken arm next to her chest. I run down the stairs to help her up only to be push away.

"You fucking psycho! You let me fall!" She wipes her tears with her shirt, making little wet shapes on it.

"I didn't see you behind me! I thought I was alone! I'm so sorry!" I try helping her up again, this time she let's me and she starts standing. I put her arm around my shoulder and start walking up the stairs.

She kept making rude remarks about me even though I'm trying to help her. It's starting to bother me now.

"You are such a dumbass Cas!" She spats at my face.

"I said I was sorry."

"No! You're not sorry! You tried to kill me!"

"If I was trying to kill you, you would already be dead." I whisper to myself. She must have heard me because the next thing I knew, she lets go of my shoulder.

I grab Lilith's arm last minute and see her balance herself from falling off the step. The only thing keeping her from not falling is me holding on to her.

"What the hell! You almost fell again!"

"That's because I'm trying to get away from you, freak!"

I start trying to pull Lilith back up but I started feeling dizzy. I start blinking fast and I hear a voice calling to me.

"Hurry up and raise me up jackass!"

I tighten my grip on her arm, making her squeal. She tries pulling away but I stay in place.

"What the fuck Cas! Let go off me!"

"Fine by me slut."

And so I drop her.

It was like in slow motion. Her surprised face as I let go. The way her arms flailed out and her golden hair flowing in front of her.

She falls worse than the first time she fell, this time landing on her legs, breaking them both with a loud crunch. I close the basement door behind me, shrouding the room in complete darkness.

"Cas!?" I hear Lilith call in the dark. I start going down the stairs slowly, a creak appearing at every step I make. I hear her breathing erratically, probably hyperventilating, and I love the sound of it.

I reach the bottom, turn on the light, and grab both of her arms. She starts screaming but I managed to grab a dirty towel off the floor and shove it down her throat. She chokes at the taste of it, making me feel a twitch in my cock.

I drag her next to Mr. Zachariah's dead corpse from earlier, making her fall in the dried up bloody floor. I grab the duct tape on my father's workbench and tape Lilith's arms behind her back. I tape her mouth with the bloody towel still in there, making her gag even more than before.

"Hey there darling." She starts crying even more at my gravelly voice. "Shhh sweetie. I'm not gonna hurt you. Just kill you."

Her muffled screams make me feel good. Really good. I want to savor them. Maybe I won't kill her just yet. I glide my hands on Lilith's soft hair, bringing it up to my nose to breathe her in. I gently caress her face and circle my thumb on the tape where her lips would be.

" You know, I never was the type to force myself on someone but I'll make an exception for you darling."

Before I can do anything, I hear the basement door open. I manage to get the knife on the workbench and stab Lilith in the chest. Hearing that small whimper before she died makes me want to experience this all the time.

I take the blade out of her chest and stab her more times, feeling the adrenaline course through me. I hear footsteps going down the stairs and a scream. I turn around and see my mother, clenching her purse in fear.

My brothers also arrive and I hear Luci scream at his beloved pet dying in my hands. I stand up from the mutilated body, knife still in my hand, laughing manically at my family.

"What's the matter? Afraid of a bit of blood?" I smear the blood from my other hand on my face, cackling as I do so. I watch as Gabriel dials the police on his cell phone, explaining to the police what had happen.

"Castiel! How could you do such a vile thing like this!" Mother screams at me.

"Mom that isn't Cas." Luci speaks up.

Mother looks at Luci with a confused facial expression. She looks back at me and realized what he meant.

"It's you." She whispers.

"Yes Naomi. It's me. Now come and give your baby a big hug." I say as I open my arms.

Suddenly I hear a man yelling me to get down on the ground. He's pointing a gun at me but I don't listen. I simply bring my knife closer to my mouth, licking the blood off of it before dropping it to the ground.

The police officer tells me again to get down but I won't comply. Then I feel a jolt of lightning shooting inside me. A stun gun.

I should have guessed it.