{Jacobs POV}
My heart is racing , I don't know what she is going to do to me , I was very nervous but I said okay and followed her we ran out of school and she walked me to my house . I was really confused she said , "Jacob I know that you really wanted to do something to be the other day and I don't want you to cut yourself again so you can do what you want" I carried her up to my room and I locked the door , I was about to get started when I realized that her face was nervous and then I just sat down and felt bad , she said "what are you doing" I said "I know you don't want to do this , you are just doing it because of me , so I don't want you to feel pressured , and I put my shirt back on , we were about to kiss , then her phone lit up , the sender said "mark😍❤️💦" and the text read "hey baby do you wanna come over and , do something 😏" She quickly grabbed her phone and turned it off , I yanked it from her , I said "how could you " is this mark from our school?! She said yes and I said "how long "and she said , lafter I left your house , I went to marks and we did something that I shouldn't have let him do to me " I said "EMMI WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO " and she said "the same thing you were trying to do to me" I yelled out "EMMI SO YOU WENT WITH MARK AND LET HIM DO THAT TO YOU AND YOU WONT LET YOUR BOYFRIEND ?!" She cried but I was too mad to care " I said "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE WERE OVER , IF YOU LIKE MARK SO MUCH WHY DONT YOU JUST DATE HIM" she ran out balling her eyes out after she left I texted mark "how could you do this to me " and mark replied , "I don't care Jacob she said she doesn't like you but she was just using you . I cried myself to sleep the next day I saw Emmi running towards me and I quickly got up and ran on the bus , she tried to sit next to me but I put my backpack in the empty spot she then sat behind me , she texted me and the text read .....TO BE CONTINUED