Chapter 1

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He slowly pushed into me, holding my hands, squeezing gently to provide me with some comfort.
He rested his forehead against mine as he slowly thrusted into me. The pain was almost unbearable.

Tears brimmed my eyes, threatening to escape with every slow and gentle thrust.

"Alex you know your doing so good princess." Taehyung whispered, placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

I was currently letting my bestfriend, Kim Taehyung, take my virginity today. He warned me that it might be painful but assured me that pleasure would quickly follow the excruciating pain that I was experiencing.

He continued to thrust, the pain slowly easing, but not by much.
Soft moans escaped my mouth, only to he followed by hot tears rolling down my cheek at the same speed Taehyung was thrusting, agonizingly slow.

"Taehyung faster please." I whispered, hoping he heard.

He did, quickening his pace slightly as he went along, we both finished, his slowing sliding out and laying down next to me, holding me in his arms.

"You did so good." He whispered, stroking my hair whilst using his other hand to rub small circles on my back. Soothing me.

His cheek brushed mine, only to feel the tears that I had forgotten to brush away.
"Alex, did it hurt that bad?" He asked, using his thumb to wipe them away.
"I guess." I mumbled, slowly drifting to sleep at 2:37 in the morning.

Today I lost my virginity to who I thought was my bestfriend. But how wrong I was.

Beep beep beep.
My alarm clock rang, causing me to groan and lazily roll over, swiping it off. I pulled the covers over my head, trying to catch a few more minutes of sleep, but the memory of that night playing in my head every time I shut my eyes.
It had been a year, and I was forced to re live that memory at least twice a week.

When I woke up from a very emotional night, I rolled over expecting to see Taehyung there, smiling at me.
Waiting with some cheeky remark about the previous night.

But that was far from what I saw. I saw, nothing. No Taehyung. "He must have had something important to do." I thought to myself.

But today, I wasn't going to let myself feel bad about what happened. It was my birthday, and I was not going to be all sad and full of regret today.

I pulled myself out of bed and groaned as I walked to my bathroom. Quickly taking a shower was something that was hard for me to do, but I managed.
I wrapped the towel around my body, and walked towards my dresser, pulling out the planned outfit that I had set in the top drawer the night before.

Slipping on a patterned crop top and matching shorts (picture at the top) I proceeded to blow drying and straightening my hair.

I threw my bag over my shoulder, grabbed my phone, and walked out of my room, making sure to close my door, and into the kitchen.

There was breakfast on the table but I didn't bother, just grabbed a bottled water and my car keys.

After a short drive listening to a few of nirvana's songs, I arrived at the hell hole that is school.

Walking in I got many happy birthday's and then the usual, "ew you slut" from a couple girls.
It didn't really phase me though.
I walked to my locker and quickly dialed in my combination, 23, 23, 13 I said to myself silently, to make the process quicker.

Everything was going ok, just me getting my books until I heard a deep voice from behind me.

"What are you doing birthday whore?" Taehyung asked, an evil smirk playing on his face.

"Getting my books. Leave me alone." I groaned, slamming my locker shut.
He put his arms around me, keeping me confined in the small space between his arms.

"Where do you think your going?" He asked, looking down at me.
"To my first class." I said, trying to push past him.
He held me to the lockers.
"What the fuck you asshole? Let me go!" I yelled, trying to escape his grip.

"Let her go Taehyung." A voice boomed, I recognized the voice as jungkook.
"What are you going to do about it?" V smirked?
Jungkook walked over to him and pulled him back, Taehyung swatting, and trying desperately to turn around an punch him.
I moved away and walked to jungkook who let v go.

"Thank yo-" I said, before feeling something Come in contact with my face. A hard object, a fist.

I feel backwards, sliding down a wall grabbing my face. Tears brimmed my eyes and rolled down my cheek.

"WHAT THE FUCK TAEHYUNG?!" I heard jungkook yell.
Taehyung hit me.

"I-I fuck." He yelled, before running to me.

"Get the fuck away from me, don't touch me ever again." I yelled, tears rolling down my face.
"Please just let me hel-" I cut him off.

"Away from me NOW!" I yelled again, pushing him away which allowed jungkook to come running to me.

He scooped me up and carried me to the clinic. Leaving Taehyung sitting on the ground, head in his hands. And from what I could see, when he looked up at me, there were tears, tears rolling down his face.

He was crying in front of all the people that thought of him to be the baddest and toughest in school.

What the fuck kind of birthday is this?

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