(Alex's pov.)
I woke up to arms wrapped around me, I opened my eyes and Kasper was right in front my me, sleeping. He looked so peaceful 😍. I moved his hair out of his face and just looked at him, he is beautiful <3. I turned my head and looked at my night stand. I looked at my alarm clock, we have an hour until school.. Shit.. I turned back to Kasper and shook him lightly until he woke up. He fluttered his eyes open and yawned, I smiled a little and I said "Kasper, we have less than an hour until school.." He sat up and looked at me, I looked into his eyes. They were bright blue <3 He pulled me closer by my waist and kissed me passionately. I kissed back and he pulled away. I smiled slightly and he smirked. Gah, su fucking sexy doe 😍😍 I got up off my bed and went over to my closet. I opened it up and grabbed some clothes, I looked back at Kasper, he was looking through his backpack. He pulled out some clothes and walked over to the bathroom. Hmm.. I wonder why he has extra clothes o,o.. Eh, I put on black skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, and a Alesana sweatshirt. I put on a few bracelets and pulled down the sleeves on my hoodie. I heard something fall in the bathroom, I walked over to the door and said "Kasper, you alright in there..?" "Yeah.. Just fell.." Kasper replied. "Alright," i worry about him.. He came out a few minutes later and he was looking at the ground. He looked up at me, his eyes were all red and puffy, as if he was crying.. Was he..? I went over to him and pulled him into a hug, he hugged back and rested his head on my shoulder. I gently grabbed his arm, he flinched and tried to pull away. I kept holding his arm, still being careful. I rolled up his sleeves. Red, white, and pink lines were all across it. I closed my eyes to stop my tears from falling. I looked at him, he was silently crying.. I knew he cut.. But he said he would stop.. Not like I should be talking.. I said I would stop too.. But I didn't.. "Kasper.." I choked out. He didn't say anything and I put him on my bed. He lied down and I lied down next to him, I cuddled into his chest and he cried into my hair. I looked up at him and kissed him softly. "Kasper..." I said, "Hm?" he answered, "Promise me you won't cut.. I can't handle the person I love hurting themself.." I said, tears filled my eyes and streamed down my cheeks. He was silent and I shook him slightly. "Kasper please.." No reply, I grabbed the bottom of his sweatshirt and tried to pull it off. He wouldn't let me. I put my hand on his face and made him face me. "Please Kasper.. I'm begging you.." I tugged his sweatshirt again and he resisted. I whimpered, I sat on his waist and he blushed. I pulled off his sweatshirt while he was distracted. I put it away from him and he squirmed around, I fell off of him and onto the floor. I got up and he was hiding his arms. I took the balnket off him and grabbed his arm. He tried to pull back but I wouldn't let him. i looked at the cuts. Some were new.. I kissed every single cut and scar. I let him go and he turned away from me. "Kasper.." I said while crying. He looked at me and I pulled up my sleeves. Showing him my scars. I felt his soft touch on my hand and he looked at every cut. "Kasper.. Promise me you won't cut.." I whispered. "Only if you promise too.." He said weakly. I hesitated then said "I promise." Kasper pulled me close and cradled me in his arms. "Let's take a day off school." He whispered in my ear. I nodded and he kissed me passionately, I kissed back and he ran his fingers through my hair. I smiled and I felt him use his tongue, I wrapped my arms around him and he explored my mouth with his tongue and i moaned against him. He pulled away and smirked. I blushed and said "Stop teasing meeee" "Nuuu" he said giggling. Awhh he's so cute! He kissed me then started to kiss my neck. I moaned softly and he gave me little hickies. He kissed all the way down to my waist. He unbuttoned my jeans and kissed me again, he pushed me on my back. So that he was on top of me. I pulled his shirt off and unbuttoned his jeans. His 'friend' poked out and I blushed madly. He kissed me more and i kissed him back. His hands traveled up my shirt and onto my chest. Heat rushed to my cheek and he gave me more hickies. I turned him on his back, so that I was on top of him now. Hue hue. I kissed him softly and bit his lip, i felt his lip piercings against my mouth and his hands went to my back. He pulled me closer, so that our bodies were centimeters away from eachother. I kissed his neck and I heard him moan softly, his hands ran through my hair and I gave him hickies. I heard my door open. I scrambled off of Kasper and my mom just looked at me shocked. "ALEX WHAT THE FUCK!!" She screamed at me, I winced and she left and slammed my door. I went back over to Kasper. He was still looking over at the doorway, he blinked then looked at me. I looked down and he put his shirt back on. I went under my covers and Kasper joined me, his arms were around my waist. And maybe a little lower.... I soon fell asleep in my lovers arms.
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