thoughts of a broken heart

three

I don't know why it's taking so long for me to be happy on my own, I truly don't understand.
You aren't an essential to my life.
I don't need you to live, I need water and oxygen.
I don't know why I can't just
rely on myself for happiness.
Why do I still get butterflies when I see you?
Why am i still into you as if you didn't break my heart?

-k.