KATHRYN'S POV
I stand up in front of the Church for a speech
Wish, I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of a love you really need"Before I begin I would like to thank all of you here on behalf of my mother, my brother and myself, for your efforts large and small to be here today, to help us mark my
father's passing.
Wish, I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby, that's not meI am honored to be here.
You need someone
Willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever
But baby, that's something I can't doI am honored to be here to speak to you all.
Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'll only hurt you, I know I'll only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing, I love you goodbyeI am honored to be here to speak to you about my father.
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand
I'm only doing this for youI'm very angry with him because of what he did to my mother he left us. At a Very young age i don't know that i will be experiencing that. My mother are crying every night and my siblings see that. I said to myself I need to be strong in front of my siblings, Every night they ask Ate Why did Papa left us? Ate Is our Mother crying? I can't answer there question because I'm hurt too.
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my soul I know
This is the kindest thing to doDad, I know that you hear us I know that you hear our tears rolling over our faces." I stop dahil napako ang tingin ko sa isang babaeng nag-lalakad papunta kay Mama, But hindi ko sya inintindi
Can't find someone
Who'll be the one that I could never be
And give you something better
Than the love you find with me"Dad i just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for everything i've been eaten by my anger. I just wanted to say na sana hindi mo nalang ginawa ang lahat ng mga bagay nayon. Do be honest wala akong pinag-sisisihan sa lahat ng mga naging disisyon ko.
Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'll only hurt you, I know I'll only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing, I love you goodbyeI Love you Dad." Sabi ko kasabay ng pag punas ng mga luhang nag-uunahan sa pag-bagsak
Leaving someone when you love someone
It is the hardest thing to do when you love someone
As much as I love you, oh, I don't wanna leave you
Baby, it tears me up inside but I'll never be the one you will need
You're needing, I love you goodbyeBaby, It's never gonna work out
I love you goodbyeUmalis na ako sa harap ng simbahan at dumeretsyo sa labas
"Anak"
"Tita Karla, Bakit po?"
"Gusto ko lang mag-pasalamat dahil sa Tatay mo nag-karoon ng pangalawang beses para mabuhay ang anak ko."
"Tita."
"Mama, Ma na lang"
"Ma hindi ko nga rin po alam kung bakit ginawa ni Papa yun. Nawalan ako ng isang mahalagang tao sa buhay ko. Pero naisip ko ho ano bang pipiliin ko yung lalaking handa akong mahalin ng buong buo O yung lalaking minsan na kaming sinaktan at iniwan pero bumalik dahil ang sabi walang nag-mamahal sa kanya but at the end of the conversation I rather choose the man who is willing to love me unconditionally. I really love him Tita I mean Ma."
"I'm so glad Iha." Natuwa naman ako sa reaction nya.
We hug each otger
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DANIEL'S POV
Nakatayo ako sa labas ng simbahan. Kung saan tanaw ko amg yakapan ng dalawang babaeng mahal ko.
"Deejay."
"Oh, Tita bakit po?"
"Gusto ko lang sanang ibigay toh sabi ng babae kanina sulat daw yan ng Papa ni Kath para sayo."
"Ah, Sige po." Pag-kakuha ko ng sulat ay ang pag-alis ni Tita. Binuksan ko na ang sulat
Dear: Deejay
Alam kong galit ka saakin dahil sa pag-iwan ko kila Kathryn. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na sana magawa mo lahat ng mga hindi ko nagawa. Alagaan mo ang pamilya ko lalo na si Kathryn alam ko namang gagawin mo yun. Mahalin mo si Kathryn ng higit sa ginawa ko huwag mo syang sasaktan
Nung bata sya palagi na lang syang nasasaktan palagi na lang syang nadadapa at nasusugutan pero ang sabi ko kailangan nyang mag-pakatatag kasi pag-lumaki sya hinii lang ganyan amg aabutin nya at ang sabi ko pa matuto kang bumangon pag-nadapa ka ibig sabihin matuto kang tumigil pag-nasasaktan ka na. Kasi si Papa hindi laging nas tabi mo si Papa kaylangan ring umalis.
Sobra syang nasaktan nung umalis ako diba? Alam ko yun nung nasa hospital ka at nag-kausap kami alam kong pinipilit lang nyang maging matatag alam kong gusto niya akong saktan. Gusto niya akong tanungin ng kung ano ano. Pero walang lumalabas sa bibig nya.
Take care of my Daughter. Ihalik mo na lang ako sa kanya.
Isinara ko na ang sulat at tinago ko iyon.
"Pre tara na raw." Sabi naman ni James
"Sige pre." Nakita ko naman sa likod si Kath at Nadine na nag-uusap.
I think everything is going normal again.
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Asummera ang Author nyo! Puro wrong grammar naman amg English! Pag-bigyan nyo na Pls.
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~KN
BINABASA MO ANG
See You Again (Kathniel)
RandomAnong gagawin mo kung malalaman mo na ang taong pinakamamahal mo ay mawawala? Lalaban kaya sya para saakin? O tuluyan na syang mawawala? -Kathryn Bernardo