Open Road

Words can't explain

I hit ri and before i knew it we was fighting i had her in a corner to where she couldnt move and i started biting her cheeks i didn't realize we was actually fighting. 

ri-chris stop,stop it your hurting me

then somebody came and pulled me off of her i don't really know who it was but i threw in the back of a police car as i look over and see ri she was crying i swear i didn't mean to do that and i remember her telling me how her dad used to do her mom i felt like a beast i ruined the girl who i truly loved.

That next day i was sitting in a holding cell and 1 of the polices gave me some papers of when my court date is going to be i can't believe i was actually going to jail for hurting some i truly loved 1 of the officers showed me how ri was just on twitter showing out posting pictures of her bruised face and i felt bad because she didn't even look like the girl i fell in love she was on twitter saying some false things actually i mean i know im bipolar or whatever and i had forgot to take my pills that morning but half of the things she said i did to her i don't even remember and i also seen how she arranged a meeting with oprah now i was really about to be put out there and that was already on tmz this morning.

Ri know i love her and i will never love another girl the same i wanted a family with her and everything but after this she might not never forgive me i have to find a way to clear my name out this media asap

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When i went to court i looked back and i saw my mom and ri in the back so that means she can't be to mad at me.

judge-uhh christopher on the following day where you already agitated.

i just nodded yes

judge-and so basically she just startled you some more

[nodding yes]

judge-okk uhh she didn't press charges so we cant really arrest you but you do have to attend rehab

me-ok thank you

I was reliefed i mean i was only 19 ri hugged me and i kissed her and told her i was sorry she excepted it but for some reason we just didn't talk after that day...