CHAH KAR THUKRAYA GAYA HOON !!!

Part 2

SHAHZEEB POV

"HEY.. HOW ARE U ?
GOOD NAA ?
OKAY.. I AM GOING TO TELL U SOMETHING.. MUJHE PATA HAI KAY TUMHAY FARAK NAHI PRAY GA BUT PHIR BHI SOCHA TUMHAY KHUD BTAON. JANTI HOON KHUSH HO GE TUM OR HONA BHI CHAHIYE NAA AKHIR TUM JO CHAHTAY THAY WOH HO RAHA HAI.. TUM NE JO RING BE-DILLI SE MUJHE PEHNAI THI WOH CHORAY JAA RAHI HOON TUMHARI TABLE PAR.. JANTAY HO RING UTARTE WAQT JITNI TAKLEEF HOI USSE UTAR KAR UTNA HE SAKOON MILA.....AJEEB SAA SAKOON....TUMHAY KHUD SE AZAAD KAR RAHI HOON AUR PRESHAN NAA HONA TUMHAY KISSI KO JAWAB NAHI DENA HOGA MAIN KHUDI SAB KAY SAWALO KAY JAWAB DE DOON GI KYUN KAY MAI JANTI HOON KAY TUM EK KAMZOOR SHAKS HO JO COOL BAN'NE KI KOSHISH TU KARTA HAI OR JO APNA RUDE ATTITUDE SIRF UNKO DIKHATA HAI JO UNHAY CHAHTAY HAIN.. TUM KAHAN KISSI KO KAHO GE KAY TUMHAY MUJH SE MUHABBAT NAHI OR PHIR BHI JANAY KIS MAJBOORI SE ENGAGEMENT KI THI MERE SE.. AGAR MUHABBAT NAHI THI TU YEH RING PEHNAI KYUN MUJHE ? MAIN ITNI HE NA PASAND THI TU KYUN NAA MANA KIYA ISS RISHTAY SE ? KHAIR YEH SAB BATAIN POCHNA CHAHTI TU THI PAR AAB JAB MAI KHUD YEH RING UTAR RAHI HOON TU AAB POCHNA NAHI BANTA. JO THORA BOHAT RISHTA THA WOH BHI NAHI RAHA AAB TU..

PAR EK BAAT KAHOON TUM SE ?
CHAHA THA TUMHAY MENE....BE-INTEHA CHAHA THA... ROI HOON BOHAT MAIN SIRF TUMHARI WAJAH SE... TUMHARAY TAUNT MUJHE MAR DETE THAY.. JANTAY HO KON HO TUM ?
TUM WOH HO JISSE CHAH KAR THUKRAYA GAYA HAI...
JAB QADAR NAHI HOTI NAA CHAHAT KI TU USS SHAKS JO CHOOR DENA CHAHIYE.. OR TUMHAY SIRF ALIYA NE NAHI ALIZAY NE BHI THUKRAYA HAI.. LEKIN TUMHAY KIYA FARAK PARTA HAI IN SAB BATOON SE. TUMHAY KIYA PARWAH KISSI KAY EMOTIONS KI.

MAI JAA RAHI HOON OR AAB SHAYAD YAHAN KABHI NAHI AON GI..
Stay Blessed...
GOOD BYE.."

Aliya ka letter prh kar mujhe essa laga jesse mai apni senses mai nahi hoon.. yeh kesse ho sakta hai kay Aliya he Alizay hai ? Alizay tu bilkul change larki hai Aliya se.....Yaa shayad Aliya ko kabhi mene jan'ne ki koshish he ni ki..
Kiya tha yeh sab ? Essa nahi ho sakta koi mujhe kesse thukra sakta hai ? Mujhe reject kiya woh bhi Alizay nay ? I mean Aliya ne ? Argghh mujhe ek ne he thukraya hai or essa lg raha jesse sari dunya ne thukraa diya ho..

Main kesse nahi jaan paya kay Alizay aur Aliya ek he hain... Aur Aliya mujh se itni Muhabbat karti thi iska ehsaas bhi nahi hoa mujhe kabhi main tu samajhta tha kay woh kissi burden ki trah mere oper lazim kar di gai hai.. Haan mujhe usse muhabbat nahi thi bilkul bhi nahi thi lekin Alizay se tu thi....Main tu usse btanay bhi wala tha par moqa he ni mila mujhe.. Aur woh pehle he mujhe choor kar chali gai.. Abb afsoos ho raha hai kay mai esse kessay kar sakta hoon ? koi mere sath esse kesse kar sakta hai ?

Aj lag raha hai kay mai khaali hath hoon.. Woh chup chaap si larki jo mujhe bilkul pasand nahi thi ussi kay thukra dene se tarap utha hoon..
Haan mai waqae he CHAH KAR THUKRAYA GAYA HOON.....

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