Goodbye (One-Shot) - Completed

In My Mind

Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes.

Pardon my French ;)

I can honestly say you've been on my mind

Since I woke up today, up today

I look at my wristwatch. It is 04.00 PM. Since the early morning, all I've done is just remembering him. I remember all about him and nothing I can do about it. I honestly don't want to do anything about it. It is not when I can easily say to fùck:ng forget him and move on.

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life

And I don't mind

I am in my apartment, lounging around in his t-shirt and his hoodie with a cup of green tea in my hands. I know I may seem like a crazy ex but I don't give a flying fùck right now. I look around my apartment and find him smiling and looking right back at me from the pictures in those frames. I always find myself staring at his picture. I sigh. It is not like I want to but his pictures are still within my sight. I can't even bring myself to get rid of them. I smile as I look at the picture on the very left. It was when we were at the back of his home. He invited me to dinner. As soon as we washed the dishes, he took me to his back yard. We were enjoying the night sky. We sat on his swing. He moved us backwards and forwards with his legs at a snail's pace, not wanting to ruin that very, very comfortable silent. I put my head on his shoulder and took our picture. The next picture is when we were at a photo booth. He kissed me.

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The kiss. The one thing I always remember and feel. The way his hands snaked around my waist, the way his hand stroked my cheek gently, hugging me in a cocoon of warmth yet still kissed me with passion. I can still feel it all the time. I rub my lips. I miss his kiss.

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

But I remember those simple things

I remember 'til I cry

The next picture, he hugged me from behind. It was our two years anniversary. He took me to my favorite place saying, "You'll do something you so want to do." It is dancing with no music playing. He took me out to dinner and then on our way back he stopped the car. He pulled me out of the car with that warm smile of his. He took my hand and led me to a clearing. I could see the beautiful view under the moonlight. Then, he put my hands around his neck and slipped his hands around my waist. He hummed softly before he started to move. I was smiling ear to ear right then. It ended up with a soft kiss on my lips.

The last picture is when the Valentine Day came. Other boyfriends always give their girlfriends chocolate and flowers, take them into a fancy restaurant but no, he never gave me them. Instead, he gave me his time just to do what the stupid things I wanted to do in my list with him always by my side all day long.