Crystallize || BWWM

CHAPTER SEVEN

As he locked the door , I sat down on the bed. He sat down beside me and held my hand. I looked at him

"I'm sorry about earlier, it's just I don't like Seth and you being around him makes me. I don't know how to explain it. And my outburst...I'm really sorry you had to see that..." Spencer says, I nodded.

"Its okay. But that's not why I agreed for us to talk...well that's not all why." I said trying to get to the point.

"Okay. What is it you wanna talk about?" I swallowed the lump in my throat, he looked at me.

"I- I saw your...your"

"My what?" He asks, I looked down then at him.

"I saw your eyes...change." He looked at me with an unknown look, he opened his mouth but nothing comes out.

"I don't know what your talking abo-"

"Grey said something about a pack...what was he talking about?" Spencer tensed up, I already knew what that means.

"You growled like a wolf...the guys did too." I stated, Spencer face held some type of emotion.

"Your voice changed. It was so...commanding and scary." I continued.

"Your very well build." He smirked a little at the comment.

"Your very strong." He chuckled

"I just flipped at table...anyone could do that."

"But when up flip it...it went across the lunch room and hit the wall." I say , he looked away.

"Your temperature was warm when you were in cold water." I felt like fucking twilight saying all these things. (A/N: lol btw I did not even inspired this book like twilight. It just popped in my head when I was laying down looking at my ceiling.)

"Your an werewolf...the guys are werewolves too." I said as I get up and look at him. He gets up and walks up to me.

"Is it true?" I said, he nodded.

"Yes." I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"Are you an Alpha ?" He nodded, I gasped.

"Is Seth one?" He looked at me.

"He's an Beta of the Red Moon pack." I nodded.

One more question popped in my mind.

"Spencer?" He looked at me.

"Yes?"

"Am I your...your mate?" I needed to know. Every time we've touch sparks flew through my body, I get butterflies, and I feel so alive. I've been ignoring my feelings towards Spencer. When I saw how much I hurt him the other day. I felt a little piece of my break and ached for him to feel better. Every time when I was around Seth I was happy and cheerful but I couldn't stop thinking about Spencer.

I'm in love with him...

"Yes, we're mates. But we can't be together. I have a enemies , enemies that wants to kill the people I love, they're dangerous . I'm dangerous. I'm still trying to control my wolf." My mouth opened but I couldn't speak.

We can't be together...

"I don't care. I'm not scared of you..of your enemies." He sighed.

"You haven't even seen them." I shrugged.

"I don't care." He sigh deeply.

"Luna, we can't be togeth-"

"No. Don't...don't say that to me." I stuttered as my version became blurry.

"Luna...I don't wanna see you get hurt. I'm sorry but we can't b-"

"Don't say that." Tears escaped my eyes, Spencer looked at me sadly.

"I'm sorry, Luna, but we cant be together. Its for your safety." Spencer says as he walks to the door.

"Spencer, I'm in love with you." I cried, he stopped.

"I can't stop thinking about you when I'm with someone or when I'm about to sleep, the sparks that I get when we touch, your everything to me." I sobbed, He walks up to me and cups my face.

My heart beats quickly against my chest as I locked eyes with the love of my life, my everything, my world. My breath hitched as his lips is only inches away from mine. I felt his soft pink lips against mine. I closed my eyes as I felt like the whole world stopped. I felt as if there were no gavity, I felt safe in his arms, and I felt so loved. I didn't want this to end but every good thing has to come to an end.

As he broke the kiss, we put our foreheads together.The tears kept coming, he wipes them away.

"Don't s-say we can't b-be toget-her." I sniffed laid my head against his chest, he hugs me.

"I don't want you getting hurt."

"Well you already hurt me saying we can't be together." He looked at me with sad eyes.

"I'm sorry." Spencer says kissing my forehead, I just hug.

"I'm sorry for say that..what you want me to do to make you feel better?" He asks, I sniffed.

"Just hold me and don't let go." He hugs me tightly and doesn't let go, I hug him back.

"I'm in love with you too. Its just I'm afraid I might end up hurting you since I can hardly control my wolf since he gotten more strong."I kissed him gently.

"I know you wouldn't hurt me neither will your wolf." I say also in a whisper, Spencer kisses me passionately.

I kissed him back and got on my tip-e-toes to deepen the kiss, he picks me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. The kiss gotten more heated and he lays me on the bed, he starts to kiss my neck, I moaned slightly. He took off his short and I took off mine. I kiss his neck as his hands cups my butt, I bit my lip. He quickly unbuttoned my booty shorts and undid his pants. I moved my hips against his, he groaned and kissed my neck. I moaned, he put his hands in my pants an- my phone starts ringing. I took out my phone to see Seth's calling, I answered.