The Day I Died

chapter 1

Its been a year since he diead.....

I haven't sleep in two dayd knowing what's comeing.

Today is the day my friends are leaving.
The day my life will fall apart in under 3 hours...

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I get to school and the only one there's Dustin he's older but I'm in the same grade...
We sit in wait with are souls cracking under the preash

I don't know how long I can wait... my eyes began to spill but I bite my lip to hold back a water fall.
Dustin pulls me into a hug knowing something must be wrong.
I never cry I always have pain and he's the only one but Justin that can see past my fack smile.

I here the bus roll up with a white betle behind.
Justin and emilie walk in talking trying to laugh but something trapted in there throats.

I stand up my vocie cracks I'm trying to say hi? But my Justin pull me into a hug. Unable to speak that is not a look into their eyes know when was it going to say as if we don't need anything at all start walking to put her stuff awa.t

in the journey that has no future has no promises we're going to be lost something but I'm afraid one of us will crack under the pressure who knows what will do could end up like Austin but guess we'll have to wait.

Flashback

Its dark the skys a bluish black I walked outside he's standing at the curb with his skateboard... i put my skateboard on the street we start riding heading our way to school but something different to there tension in the air.A hollow pit in my stomach.

Then before I can see what's happening tires squel and lights flashing and I'm pushed to the side I hear you loud and eochowing scream.That hurries it's self in my head. The car drives by without stopping he's laying in the road that's when my whole world is stop the roads covered in a black sticky liquid I already can tell ....my heart stops beating when I fall not knowing what to do I just watched my friend. You saved my life my and then everything goes black but just before I hear sirens in the distance well and sound knowing something came to an end something that I watch something I couldn't do nothing I wish I was going to die then I was sure what's going to happen but now I'm but now I have to suffer on the circle on her suffer the grief and sorrow not knowing what to come.

End of flashback

We Walk down the hall everyone else has a smile on their face and laughing away .I feel helpless smiling no one knows what we're going through no one sees the pain we've been through.
Then I laugh and they look at me they stare at me and they wonder why I simply say "I like how they tell us her parents are teachers everybody make friends in middle school make friends in high school so you have someone someone you can lean on in the world .
But befor our world even starts someone rips apart what me mad what we we're told to do and know.... then u think..... it wasn't true it was a lie it wasn't right it wasn't the right time to make friends to lose. It was the time to be alone it would have been less painful and now I have to watch you guys go and suffer even more I. H.H...op...e

I can't stoder out the last words. Before I know the bell ring. we've only been here for a while. We sepreat .... Justin with me the other separated.
3 hours and thats all it takes befor my war with life will began yet again. 3 hours is all it takes someone's to ruined someone's life and memories.
They haunt me...the memories the ones I'm waiting for haunt me .
I'm lost I'm lost in the world I see things other people don't see I recognize and remember things other people don't seem shy tonight could be less pain and I want to have to hope and pray find me stay I'm going to lose my friends I'm going to lose my life then I'll be alone again because all because that one day so one day made the worst mistake of my life