Trust me babe

Trust me babe ch.1

Mary Jane is so insecure about herself, she never dated, kissed, or even talked to a guy. Most would say, she doesn't open herself up to people. She sees everyone she loves get hurt by love or someone. She shut herself down she is afraid of taking risks

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Mary's P.O.V.

"Harry please don't you dare" I begged him, trying to release my arm from his grasp. "C'mon Mj it's just a double date, please, Scott really likes you." Harry said pulling on my arm again. "I don't care!" I said annoyed I yanked my arm and sat back down on my bed. Harry sat down next to me as I twiddled with my fingers. I hid my face with my hair, feeling a bit guilty for snapping at Harry. Harry grabbed my hand and slid my hair behind my ear. "I'm sorry Mj, I don't want to force you to go on a date, if you want I can cancel and it can just be you and I, if you want?" I looked up and met Harry's beautiful green eyes. "I would like that Harry" I smiled. He immediately pulled out his phone, and typed a few buttons and put his phone back and smiled at me. "Good now it's just me and you" he smiled his signature smiled. I smiled and hugged him, and kissed his cheek. "So what do you want to do Mj ?" Harry asked. I shrugged "what about the beach?" I suggested. "Sure" he smiled, and grabbed my hand, we both ran out the door to my car. We drove a couple minutes and arrived at the beach. I slipped off my sandals while Harry slipped of his shoes. We walked on the beach for a couple of minutes, talking and laughing. We sat down on the beach watching the sunset. "You had a lot of crooks trying to steal your heart, never really had luck, could've never figure out how to love, how to love, mmm you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever, now your in a corner trying to put it together, how to love, how to love for a second you were here why you over there? It's hard not to stare, moving your body like you never had a love, had a love, when you was just young and your looks were so precious and now your grown up so fly it's like a blessing but you can't have a man look at you for five seconds without you getting insecure you had a lot of dreams that transformed into visions, the fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions but it wasn't your fault wasn't in your intentions you the one here talking to me didn't want to listen" ( I didn't type the full song)

He finished off his singing, tears were slipping my eyes. I wiped them away, "why did you sing me that song Harry?" I asked. "Because I think you need to stop being insecure, and actually start dating, Mj you shut every guy out, some who actually will be with you forever and won't hurt you, but how would you know, you wouldn't even open yourself up to anyone not even me!" Harry was now yelling. "Harry! You have to give me time! I can't just open up easily!" I said back. He rolled his eyes "Mj that is just bull shit! We have been best friends since we were 9 and you always talked about getting married, what happen to that girl who was not afraid of taking risk and having fun!! That's the girl I miss, your already 15 and you just have that stupid excuse in your head, I'm done I give up!" He yelled and left me at the beach. I sighed and drove home.

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*end of flashback*

Mary's P.O.V.

4 years later

"Mj lets go we are going to be late!" Melody yelled. Melody is my friend I haven't taken the courage to call her my best friend after what happened with Harry. I moved to London, England. I left Holmes Chapel, it was just too many bad memories, after Harry left for the X-factor. I'm still dateless, I still haven't opened up to anyone. I'm still that same insecure girl I was four years ago. Well Melody and I are headed to her boyfriends house he is throwing this huge party. If you are wondering her boyfriend is Niall Horan, yeah I try to avoid them as much as possible. Harry doesn't remember me. He just thinks of me as some random girl. I go along with it because I really don't want to talk to him, I'm still sad of what happened between us. "Okay!" I yelled back, I fixed my straight hair and let it flow down my back, I fixed my dress and slipped on my heels and headed downstairs. I grabbed my bag and phone and walked out with Melody. Well here goes nothing.

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*the party*

We arrived at the house and believe me it was huge! We found a parking spot and walked in to find different stars here. I followed Melody as she found Niall, I left them and went to go sit down. I sat down on the plush couch and looked at my surroundings. The house was nice, but you could hardly see it since the lights were dimmed. "Hey Mary!" Harry slurred sitting down next to me. Ugh! Do I ever get a break? "Hi Harry" I frowned, "you know? You look like the girl I fell in love with four years ago! Except she broke my heart she didn't feel the same way" Harry frowned. I raised an eyebrow, he never told me who the girl was. "What's her name?" I asked "Mary Jane, I used to call her Mj that's why you remind me of her, you both have the same face and name, isn't that funny??" Harry bursted into uncontrollable laughter. Wow Harry you're a total idiot right now, I couldn't help but laugh too at his stupidness! Just then Harry crashed his lips to mine. I was shocked I pulled away and just ran out of the house. I ran and I didn't really know where I was headed, I took off my heels since they were hurting my feet. I finally found my street and ran to my house and unlocked the door I ran to my room and bursted out crying. I don't know why I was crying, I just felt so hurt inside. I couldn't understand what I was feeling!

Ending it here hope you like, sorry if there is any mistakes!:) goodnight