Chapter One

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Loving him  was like taking my daily dose of pain killer and I was addicted to him.

 I wasn't addicted because I loved him but he didn't love me.  I was addicted because of  the thought of not being wanted, not being loved. I was addicted to him and still am, albeit he is gone now.

Every imagination I had of him always ended up us in a disastrous situation, where we kissed and walked away from each other. 

I didn't kill him.  I swear I didn't mean to. But he just wouldn't understand. 

How hard is it to love someone back? Just because I tracked your phone down or followed you around, doesn't make me a dangerous person. Its makes me a desperate lover.  All I ever wanted in my life was  to be loved and he failed. 

I sound crazy. I know I do !

Just give me a chance to explain. I will prove everyone wrong. 

I don't deserve to be in this small cage. I deserve to be held tight because that kiss was meant for me under the street light, not her.


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⏰ Last updated: Jan 23, 2016 ⏰

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