Everywhere I look I see love. I've fallen in love, but never felt the affection from another. It's like a persons mind loving the taste of over a thousand chemicals taking over mind and lungs of the person. The persons mind is in love with it, but the chemicals are to kill and give pleasure. It feels just like this except it's another person instead of a cigarette. Your mind it's the person, but the person is not in love with you. I mean hey, at first they'll be all lovey with you, then the slow down and let you show who you are. When you're clingy this is the hardest because you start wondering why there not texting or calling you. Being clingy sucks you want that love and affection, so you try and try for it and if they don't want you, you're heart broken it's almost like heroin in a type of way, you want that head high, but your heart can't take it so it just bursts and bam... you're dead. This is how you feel when you fall to hard. I've had this happen one too many times. You're heart builds up a wall and when someone hurts you it all falls down and you can't feel anything anymore. You try and try to feel something, but get nothing out of it.
