Why I don't understand?
"What exactly don't you understand" I spat back, the way they'r acting is unbelievable
"What I don't understand is , how someone can just give up" god honestly her voice is irritating the fuck outta me!
"Okay listen Star, when someone gives up it doesn't mean they're worthless, or shit , it just mean they tried but they didn't have the willpower to complete they're goal" So please shut the fuck up
"Why are you taking this so harshly?"
"Because my Bestfriend wants to give up on her dream, to make others happy and that's fucked up"
"I need a break, I need to go home we've been here for two months, it's been great but I'm so homesick"
I admitted truthfully
Let me tell a little about what has happened in these two months. Well for starters our fanbase has increased dramatically, we have over two million fans now which is incredible. We are currently writing our EP as we approach the end of warped. And we've made so many friends. Where gonna be working with some bands such as, All time low , Falling in Reverse, Pierce the Veil, Ghost Town and lot others.Ashley and Star hit it off but they've been very distant for the last month. Amelia never told us what happened between her and Andy, but they don't talk anymore. As for me and Dennis whelp he wasn't cheating , but I had trust issues and decided it's best to focus on my career first.
"Fine we can go back, then we need to book our flight to Cali so we can search for apartments. Deal?"
"Yes deal I guess"
I mean Amelia had a point we do need to move, but at least I can visit my mom, God I miss her.
If you didn't know already I'm an only child, and my mom well she and my dad broke things off when I was about four or five. He lives somewhere in Texas meanwhile I live with mom in Kissimmee .I might be spoiled rotten, but there's not much I can thank my father for. One of the things me and Amelia have in common in dead beat dads , she has a stepdad he's practically raised her but not having a biological father can really fuck with you.
•P/o/V •
•Amelia•
I'm currently writing some ideas down for our EP, I made this joke the other day, I told the girls that we should change the band name to "Amelia and the other two". They threw milk at me, what if I where lactose intolerant you triangle headed orangutans.
We also have an interview today with Bryan. And I'm flipping balls right now(Bryan is fucking life in a white boy ^__^ )
"Amelia, can you come out here please" I hear who I assume is Shane our manager
"What do you need you pig feted man whore"
"If you would be civilized and come outside we can talk and I can tell you what I desire"
"Well I'm not civilized I have twelve toes, my real name is abuga and I had sex with my five year old cousin, also I'm growing out my vagaina hair so I can braid it"
And we that we came into the back bunk and slapped my forehead."You fucker, my forehead is sensitive".
"Well to bad abuga" he snorted.
"What do you need you spawn of satan"
"I need a hot man, and a lot of cash but that not the point, You have a photo shoot with Alternative Press."He informed me
Shane is a very good manager, I actually met him online in a group Twitter DM he's Twitter was
@Shane_Loves_D we immediately became great friends. He's not much older than us, and he used to have a YouTube but he gave that up for he's acting career and then he gave that up for his director career and then he gave that up for his management career. I don't know if he'll leave us but I really hope he doesn't.
"Alright thanks for letting me know, now be gone you peasant" I smiled
"My girlfriends bitching cause I always sleep in, she's always screaming when she callings her friends she's kinda hot though" My phone rang
but I was so into the song I forgot to answer. Who ever it was , was unknown so what ever.
•P/o/V•
•Star•
Ugh why does everything suck so much, don't get me wrong I'm happy at the point in at in my life. It's just very overwhelming, I've been going through something and I've given up quite the hope. I just don't see the point in living, yea okay I'm living my dream with ones of the greatest people in my life. Yet how come when I see a blade I take it , how come I don't eat I just drink beer and get drunk and have sex with random guys. You can say my parents where right, when they called me worthless and waste of space. A little background I'm adopted, my parents gave me up when they split up, because they thought partying and sleeping around was more important than they're thirteen year old daughter. And my adoptive parents have always been abusive, not sexually but mentally and physically. Amelia and Sonia have been with me through it all and I just can't find a reason to stay in this world, I'm felling hopeless to be honest.
I'm sitting on my bed and decided to go on Twitter.
I see whatever is trending you know normal Twitter examination. That's when I see it oh I saw it all right
"#AshelyandNina" I clicked on it just to see if it was what I suspected and oh it was.
"THAT SON OF A WHORE" I scream the loudest I've ever screamed aside from when on stage.
The girls immediately rush in my room
"What's wrong" , "Who's Man I gotta fuck up"
They where just hitting me with questions while I'm trying to get over the fact I just saw Ashley , my ashes kissing someone else.
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•Thank you , it's been a fucking while , but I'm back baby, let's get it•
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