My Crush

Ch1

As I walk off the bus onto the ramp I can tell that this year is gonna turn out good but will have its Up's and downs.

Well let me introduce myself my name is Breuna Wade i am 14 black I am in the 8th grade and I very cool person to hang around because I will always find away to make you smile even if you are having the most crappy day. It's just something I like to do it makes me happy to see I made somebody feel better.

I walk into breakfast instantly noticing a big group of my friends waiting for me. "Ayee wassup bre man turn up Bruh this year for be lit especially with you here".Said my friend Kirsten. "Hey wassup yall I'm ready to get to get this year started turn up turn up turn up". I said loudly. Seeing all my old friends brought a lot of joy to me I had missed them and they missed me to. "Guh let me see your schedule".Says Amaya.
"Here hurry up I want to get in line to see if they actually got some better breakfast this year"."Okay pipe down... Man we only got one class together". She said."Well to bad I guess we better make that one class count won't we". As i turn to walk up I'm line ran into someone and knocked them over."Dang why don't you watch where you're going next time".I say. I looked down to see who it was and instantly when I looked into her eyes and she looked back into mine it was like my heart skipped a beat. Then I swiftly but quickly bent down to help her up. She was in pain I could see it in her eyes because she hit her head on the floor in her fall." OMG are you okay". I say as I lift her up off the floor."Yea I'm fine thanks". "Owe okay. "Is your head okay let me take you to the clinic"."No I'm fine thanks". I kinda felt bad about knocking her down like that so I insisted on taking her to the clinic.
"We should go check to make sure you don't have a concussion or something like that". She debated on whether or not she wanted to go or not. Then she said "Okay I guess". And with that we were off to the clinic. It was quiet so I decided to make some small talk. "Hey sorry I should have been watching where I was going in the first place"."No your fine its okay". She says. "By the way my name is Breuna what's yours"I said extending my hand out for her to shake. "I'm Ana". She reached out to shake my hand and when she touched my hand with her soft skin it sent sparks through my body. And it was nothing I have ever felt with any one else witch confused me entirely because last time is check I never felt this way with a girl or any girl. But I always had a slight attraction to girls but I mean it was a miner thing like looking at them and stuff like that. Nothing too serious. Growing up I was a real tomboy at heart. I mean when i say everything the boys did I sometimes better. Around age 11 or 12 I use to watch bad girls club Chicago. And my favorite was Blue. She was gay her and her girl friend were my favorite .But that didn't mean anything back them but it's way different now. Back I really didn't think to much of the whole gay thing but my older sister Keke though I was. (Flash back)
I was sitting down watching BGCC (BAD GIRLS CLUB Chicago) and it was blue and her girlfriend arguing and my sister walked in the living room and stands in front of the TV. I try to move my head around to try to see around her but she kept moving every where my head wen her body went. When I finally got fed up with her childish game I looked up at her with a fuck off glare bit she didn't move." What Keke what do you want can't you see I'm watching my show". I said pissed off. "Bre you like girls don't you". She said . I looked at her like she was the most dumbest girl on earth. "What heck no I like boys why would ask me something like that". I said." I asked you because you watch them on that show all the time and your hooked on it plus you act like a boy and you never say anything about boy you liking the so I think you like girls ". She said confident that she was wright. " No that's nasty". I said knowing the situation was way more complicated then she knew. But she was right because I never acted like a girl whatever my cousin Ty and my brother Drae did if they smack a girl butt then I did it too I didn't see the problem with it and neither did they.( End of flashback)

If the situation works out the I want it then all those years people who thought I was gay and I told them no way will be proven right. Then I wouldn't have to lie myself anymore. Then maybe I can find out if my attraction to girls is real or artificial because I don't want to have all my feelings put on the line one some unsure feelings.But I wonder how everyone will react when they find out my feelings towards girls. I think that just about my whole family besides my mom would will disapprove in my decision. My mom is a very open minded person but a times close minded person at times. She doesn't agree with the whole gay thing but she won't judge and she'll still support you with your decision. That's why I love her so much but she can be a pain in the butt at times. But I guess that's what moms do.

Breuna I'm media