one night

chapter one

i was speechless.

after 8 years of feeling alone and confuse on what could possibly be the reason for my own parents to give up their responsibility and abandon me, they decide to just now make a call as if they were just back from a long year trip on a who knows what island and forgot to tell me.

how the fuck did they even know our number?

i was 10 when they left me at my aunt's house for a play day with my cousins when at the end of the day i was told that i was going to stay the night which eventually became forever, atleast thats what i thought till i was 15.

it has been 8 years and i knew i had to move on, i mean i did. sort of.

i guess i just think alot and when i did all i would think about was them and that's when everything goes back to square one.

i live at an apartment now. i knew i had to eventually try and support myself and when i was accepted in a university i applied to, that was the huge hint.

"Jamie? i heard something fall, what are y -" i turned around too see Maddie entering the room with a confused look.

that's my cousin, Maddie. she lives here with me.

"what the hell happened?" she asks staring at my hands which made me realize i destroyed the telephone and was still holding a piece of it.

"i accidentally broke the telephone?" i nervously say as i start to clean up the mess."it's okay, i'll just buy a new one" i muttered.

Maddie gives me a strange look trying to figure out how did i possibly tore the whole telephone from the wall.

"nope nevermind i don't even wanna ask" she laughs as she turns around to go back to what she was doing.

i sigh in relief. im glad she didn't push the subject, i wasn't in the mood for a mental breakdown. i feel bad for not telling her because i always do but that was when i was still more naive than i am now. i just don't really want her to worry, that would just stress me out more. fuck my head fucking hurts.

i could use some cigarette.

i wish maddie could just finally agree with me on smoking. im 18 for fuck's sake but, like that would stop me? being me, a stubborn child i find ways.

"im going out for a walk!" making my voice a little bit louder so she could hear me.

"oh im going out soon also. what time will you be back?" she shouts from upstairs.

i take my coat and put on my converse

"i don't know but i will, don't worry" i assured.

"ooh she has daaate" she tease walking down the stairs.

you have no idea.

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hi whoever it is reading this. sorry for the short chapter not that you'll actually want to read more but its very short for an actual chapter. pls know that i am a new to this and im ttrying my best so pls excuse me. i'll try to make my chapters long. hope you guys enjoy reading mwa