Life is hard

Why.....

The teacher left, the bullies were injured so was I, my fist full of blood, I was scared and I saw the bullies eyes full or terror, there faces full of blood. I ran to the bathroom, tears coming out of my eyes as I thought -why did I punch them, I'm in big trouble now....-

I finished washing the blood from my fist, my tears were dry and I had no hope in my life anymore, I thought to myself -why is life so hard?- I couldn't get that one sentence out of my head, feeling anger come through my veins.

I made it to class, seeing nothing but more former classmates, I went towards my desk and as soon as I sat down I saw that the bullies seats were empty, I tilted my head in confusion and sighed, there's nothing left in this world... Why am I still here even?.

Class was over, I went in my locker to get ready to go to the bus. Jackson walked up to me and smiled, I said in confusion "why are you smiling? Don't you realize what I did? I don't think I should be talking right now or I shouldn't even have friends for what I did" Jackson's eyes widened and he said "I would've punched them but you did, you know that was brave of you to do something like that!" I blushed and nodded, Jackson went in his locker looking happy, I wasn't quite sure why but I had nothing to say about how happy he was for a reason I don't know.

7 months later......

I burst into tears seeing that my mom got me a cat for Christmas, I named him Raven and I wouldn't let him go until I stopped crying in joy.

Me and Jackson weren't dating, even though I really like him but that's just life right? And I don't even know if he likes me!. The words flooded into my head, I just closed my eyes and wished I had luck but of course it will never come, at least I have my cat cuddling with me and purring in my face while I try to sleep. I giggled as I felt something soft under my nose, it felt like my cats tail, when I opened my eyes I saw a feather under my nose and I tilted my head from each side and said to myself  "why would there be a feather here? I thought I shut my window" I looked at my window to see it shut and I sighed in relieve and went back to bed.

It was time for school, I got my bag ready, brushed my teeth and brushed my hair. The bus came and I ran straight out of the door and into the bus, I looked for my seat and saw Jaylynne sitting there, I said "hey Jaylynne? When did you get on this bus, like I thought you were in a different one" she looked at me and smiled "I asked my mom to change my bus! And now I'm here" she continued "aren't you happy, I am" I giggled and sat beside Jaylynne and rested my head on her shoulder to listen to her music and I said "what are you listening to?" Jaylynne looked at me and removed her head phones and said "what? Sorry my music volume was fully up" I repeated myself and she said "I'm listening to broken angel" I nodded and removed my head from her shoulder and started talking to some of the kids in 4th grade.