pretty hurts // laurinah

five

October 29,2015
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That next morning we were Camilaless, she left overnight but how would I know I was sleeping of course.

A weight just lifted off my shoulders now that her snarky remarks and bitchy attitude isn't breathing over my shoulder. I think the feeling is mutual through out the four of us.

Last night she got a call from Shawn on how they needed to do some last minute touch ups before it's released this Friday so she took a last minute plane from Paris to California, or at least that is what her text to us inquired.

I mean I could really care less if she was annoying us here or thousands of miles away. But for the fans' sakes that was such a bitch move on her part.

We were at Waffle House in Paris, ally begged us, and Dinah was actually eating. Like real food going into her mouth that she was chewing with her teeth it was the highlight of my week.

" You most of been hungry huh?" I asked her jokingly, considering the fact she has barely touched a piece of food in weeks with Camila always present.

" Ya actually I was," she said with a smile," I don't know what came over me but with Camila not here there's not as much added pressure to not eat."

It was a happy thing for sure, but definitely a bad thing too. It seemed like if she ate food in front of Camila she would get some fat joke thrown at her.

" Well that's good, I..think," I smiled at her furrowing my eyebrows. She laughed lightly at me squeezing my shoulder before getting up.

I faced Normani and Ally who were giggling like little school girls. They ship us maybe a little too much. " Stop guys like I said we are just friends and that is all."

" Pfft, please Lauren. Your in love with your bestfriend," Normani told me.

" And so what if I am? Being in love isn't a crime, Mani." I stated firmly. " It's a human thing to do and as the whole world is concerned I'm a human being that's allow to be normal and in love with their bestfriend.

I walked away with the biggest smile on my face since I just did admit I was in love with Dinah.

Maybe I was but I think I'll just let her get herself together first before I come into the equation. Who even knows if she likes me back anyways.

I walked out into the cold winds of Paris to see Dinah sat crisscrossed on the bench scrolling through her phone.

Her hair was covering most of her face but I could see the slightest bit of smile appear on her face, the first time in years that I've seen that.

I walked happily over to her and sat down next to her. She barely noticed me with her eyes still concentrating on her phone screen.

I punched her playfully on the shoulder but still she didn't budge. I gave her a confused look until I got a glimpse of her phone screen.

I widened my eyes and snatched it right out of her hands. She gasped and tried to reach for it but couldn't since it was now high in the air.

" Hey give me my fucking phone back," she sneered at me. I shook my head simply and got it in my sight to see a very sad but shocking at the same time on her phone.

It was an Instagram post from Camila, she was koala hugging Shawn. It looked like it was when she got off her plane. It hurt for sure but what hurt the most was the caption.