The rebel sister

1.4

I woke up with Luke around my waist. Yesterday was not a good day. Seeing Jake at the mall was not good. I promised that I wouldn't do it but having that flashback and seeing him at the mall just made me want to cut. I'm lying to everybody. Im lying to my twin and my boyfriend. It's killing me inside.
Hearing Hayes crying and hearing him talk to me telling himself that it was his fault that he wasn't there for me. It killed me hearing this.
When he was crying all I wanted to give him a hug and tell him everything was going to be ok and I was going to be fine.
I got out of Luke's grip and went into the shower and then got dressed singing flashlight while getting ready.
When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And in the dark I found, lost hope that I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along, and I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight (flashlight)
You're my flashlight (flashlight), you're my flashlight

Ooh

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not afraid when the rain won't stop
'Cause you light the way
You light the way,
You light the way

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
(Light, light, light, you're my flashlight)
Light, light, you're my flashlight
Light, light, light, light, light, oh
(Light light light you're my flashlight)
You're my flash, oh

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
(You're my flashlight)
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight
'Cause you're my flashlight
You're my flashlight

Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh oh oh

You're my flashlight
Light, light
You're my flashlight
Light light ye-yeah

(Light light light
You're my flashlight
Light light)

You're my flashlight

Luke was my flashlight he got me through the night. If he wasn't there for me telling me he loved me or telling me that he cares I wouldn't have made it.
I thought about something. Just thinking about it some much.
I want to tell everybody my life story. I know that it is going to be hard but I want to tell everybody so I grab my stuff and find a private place to go to and set up my camera and started recording.

Life story:
I was born in North Carolina with a loving family with my mom, dad, my brother Nash, and my twin brother Hayes. Life was a little bit hard for me because I was bullied. The called me names and pushed me against the lockers. They told me I wasn't worth it or anyone wouldn't love me. It killed me everyday with all the names they called me. I was a 11 years old when I started middle school but the bullying got worst the bully's found more ways to hurt my feeling like going on Twitter and telling me to die or start to tell me to slit my wrist. I though about it for a little bit not telling Nash or Hayes about it. Nash and Hayes has a lot of friends and I was left alone. So I went through my backpack and got out my pencil sharpener and took it apart and then went to my bathroom and listen to lost boy by Ruth B.
There was a time when I was alone
Nowhere to go and no place to call home
My only friend was the man in the moon
And even sometimes he would go away, too