"Yay promotion is this Friday!!" is all i heard on the last week of school. It definitely was exciting,I mean after all this is our last week of the middle school year. It was finally off to high school for us. :). Everyone seems excited and are already busy saying goodbye to their friends who are going to a different high school. But unlike the other kids in school my friends aren't as excited because it seems that most of us are moving to a different country and only around 1/3 of us are staying in California to go to the high school we've always wanted to go to.
4 DAYS LATER...
"WOW.. Its already promotion guys!!! And u guys all look great." i say.
And with the camera i brought i take many pictures with my friends while we are in the small room. We were actually the 3rd group of people to enter the sufficating room. It was really hot that day, and there were so many people in the small room that it was almost hard to breathe without thinking to breathe.
5 MINUTES LATER...
Thats when I saw Jack. He looked so cute today, and he was busy walking around and talking to his friends. My friends try to take my eyes off Jack by pulling me around because they know how much of a pain Im in and what I'm thinking about.
And before I know it the room is so filled with kids that I cannot move around freely. I had to squirm around people to get around and say hi to all my other friends. Soon all the kids are called to enter the stage located outside to sit down and get the promotion started. And before i know it I start to look for Jack again, but i dont see him. And 1 hour just passes quickly. And as we exit the stage Jack walks next to me without me realizing till the end, as soon as i get off the stage i meet up with my friends and my friends parents because my parents were way too busy to watch me promote. "Yea, it was the sad truth but I'm used to it anyways..." i think.
Soon after me and my friends have lunch together and definitely eat enough to litterally make our stomachs explode. And take a long walk at the park later with Fluff my friends puppy. And it feels like not so long after we say goodbye and go our separate ways.
I walk home alone. This really get to me because the next thing i know I'm already shedding tears and thinking about leaving America. And as soon as i get home the first thing i do is climb up the staircase and lie on the bed thinking of everything thats happened so far through the years i have been attending this school and living in this beautiful house. I get off the bed as fast as i can and take off my dress and change into comfy clothes. Soon I'm already packing my things into a big box that i can sit in and think about life, which i prefer not to do.
I blink once more.....
And before i know it, it's the day that we move out of this house, and out of America. I take once last walk from my house to my school and back, get in the car and embrace myself to get on the plane. And for some reason i was so tired that i take a nap the car ride to the airport. "ABBY!" i hear my mom calling my name. I instantly wake up and get off the car and embrace myself once more, and before i know it I'm sitting in the big seat OBVIOUSLY too large for me and just sit there thinking that this is a dream. As soon as we're in the air and allowed to push our chairs back I do and take another nap. And i instantly dream about my high school life which just ends within an hour or two.
"I'm finally in Canada" i think to myself... And enter my old home that my mom has not sold yet after we moved to America. My mom says "We're going to live here again, as soon as the cleaning lady comes and cleans this place!" We stay at an Suite and get back to our house within around 3 days. "Wow" i say to myself. "This place is spotless now!" my brother states a second after me. "I guess this isn't so bad.." i think to myself "it is bigger than the last house as well.."
I leave to my room and think to myself. "I guess i never got to confess to Jack..." I guess thats the end of my one sided love... But thats only what I think, because Jack never slips from my mind for the next 3 years....