Love Will Change your Life

love is never easy

Ciearra POV

This morning I woke up to empty bed and just wanna to cry. But I didn't. I did my morning routines and headed to momma misa. When I pulled to the. House, nobody was home so I headed to the p diddy residents and there seemed to be only one person home which was quincy. So I rang the door bell and damn unexpectedly Justin opens the door.

Justin: baby what are you doing here?
Me: I was coming to give you this( handed justin her engagement ring)
Justin: baby please don't leave me
Me: why not Justin. You think I don't want a family but I do
Justin: ok baby see so what's the problem, why did you say idk when Chelsea asked you?
Me: because I hate the sound of being your 2nd baby momma
Justin: but your not, you would be my wife and the mother of my children. A name that only u could have.

After Justin said this a half smile just grew on my face into Justin picked me up and carried me inside.'' Justin is there anybody here?" No it's just us cause my family needed to handle some business which I'm not a part of" he said. Justin and I were watching a movie in his bedroom into I felt 2 fingers enter inside of me'' hmm Justin..... Baby really? U didn't give me my graduation sex. After that Justin and I start making out while he massages my pussy making me softly moan. He then takes my shorts off and put a condom on before entering me. He started thrusting in me slow and picked up the paste. " Yesss Daddy fuck me..... Harder'' and next thing u know he is. Like pounding into me making me scream my lungs out" shit Justin pull out I'm about to cum" but he didn't and I came. I then got on top and started riding him. He was controlling my hips and groaning. I could feel Justin about to release so I tried to hop off but he would let go" Justin your gonna cum in me let me hop off" Nah not this time he said and cummed inside of me. He then let me go laid me on the bed and cummed down my throat. Justin and I just laid there naked into he says'' since your gonna be pregnant soon..... What do u want a boy or girl? Wait this whole time you were trying to impregnate me? I asked. " yes I mean you want a family right? We could get married, have to baby or babies and then go on our honeymoon. He said. I smiled cause I love the idea so much and wish the day would come fast.
Justin and his friends were heading to the club tonight so I decided to head back home. After arriving I want on the couch looking through Instagram noticing that my bestie Remy boy Monty was in new York .so I texted him to come over and he said he'll be @ my house in 20 minutes. So I put on my Adidas shorts, slippers and a tank top and waited for him. When he arrived he brought his son cam (Cameron) over too because it was it turn with him. I opened the door and we hugged and kissed on the cheek. He ordered some Chinese food while I found a movie to watch. After eating cam fell asleep on my lap so monty and I just began to talk.

Monty: so baby girl, what's good? I haven't heard from you in awhile
Me:nm Justin and I are trying to have a baby and get married.
Monty: (damn) he whispered
Me: what's wrong monty
Monty: nothing. But imma go
( now u slowly move cam to the side and sit on monty's lap)
Me: tell me
Monty: look I don't think Justin is the right one for you, he cheated, got someone else pregnant, he defines his ex. You need someone who is all about you.
Me: I know but maybe he will change well....... Hopefully.
Monty: so remember marrying Justin with mean marrying that part of Justin u don't like but have to deal with.
Me: thx monty l love you 💝💝💖

When the movie was over, he headed home and I went to get ready for bed. Its like 2am and justin is still not home where the fuck is he. I forgot my charger at the p diddy residence so as I hopped in my car & pulled off I drove by Winter's house and their he was. Justin's car was there. Maybe he was helping with his baby but when you look at the 2nd floor u could kinda see............WINTER AND JUSTIN KISSING IN THE SHOWER. Omg Monty was right. . I pulled up to fetty WAP's house and knocked on the door. Nitt DA grit opened it , gave him a hug and walked inside. Most of them were here to monty, fetty, nitt, and m80 were here chillin so I walked up to monty and asked to speak with him private and he got in my car and said let's talk at his house. We arrived at monty's house and I told him about what I just saw. And after telling him,I cried. Monty wiped my tears and held me tight. '' Cece look, the nigga is stupid to cheat on someone like you. U smart, beautiful, sexy, and straight up a bad ass bitch. Baby don't worry about him cause you more than that" he said to me. I looked into his eyes and for the first time monty and I kissed. And it felt........ Amazing. I'll admit, I was so suprised when Monty and I kissed cause we were just bestfriends and nothing more. i didn't want him and he didn't want me. After talking him again, I said my goodbyes and headed back home.

Justin POV:

Damn wtf was I thinking . I know Winter and I were in the shower and we kissed but I swear we didn't do anything. You might wonder then why we were both in the shower? Well I was in the shower first but then she snuck up on me and hopped in and after 2 mins or less, she kissed me. And that's what ciearra saw. I would never cheat on her again I mean I'm not that stupid. But I don't care what happens next but all i know is ciearra will be my fiance again and we will have a family we planned on having no matter what. I woke up this and left Winter's place immediately before she woke up and went to the court house. I asked for a contract for child support that I'm going to sign and have the state ship it to her. After leaving the court house, I drove to ciearra's house but she was not home so I figured she was with monty. So I got some roses and a love note and placed it in her bedroom ( he has a key b/c he used to live here) and went to shaq's condo.

Ciearra POV:

Today was a lot of fun. I got to play with cam and grew a bond with him. but all day my stomach has been hurting and I think I know why. I hope I'm not pregnant with Justin's baby because if so then idk what I'm gonna do. Monty dropped me home and I took an shower. But when I came out I noticed a note in my bed with a bunch of roses. I put the roses in a vase and read the note saying.......'' Hi baby, how's it going? looks like your happy and that's all I ever wanted for you. But the only thing I'm not happy about is myself. I was a jerk about yesterday and I know I was wrong but she snuck up on me and kissed me, I would never kiss her again because I loved you. But I decided to pay child support and be single. and if you do get pregnant by me, my mother and I will work together to take care of the baby. If you need anything just call, sincerely Justin. I just lost it again I couldn't stop my tears. I don't understand. I love Justin but i'm tired of getting hurt I just don't know anymore.