Beintehaa - A Sandhir Fanfiction

Is This Love? What Kind Of Relationship Is This?

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|| ~ chapter-49 ~ ||

After changing into his casuals he came out of the washroom only to see her already asleep.. He smiled and laid beside her ..  He caressed her eyes softly and kissed her forehead .. 
He touched her forehead and cd feel her temperature was lower now ..  He adjusted the blanket properly and she held his hand in her sleep.. He chuckled and snuggled closer to her..

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"how are u now" he woke up in the morning and saw her texting someone on phone..

"hmm I m fine " she smiled still busy with her phone

" who are you talking to? " he twisted his lips ..

" frnds bolo " she smiled and looked at him

He touched her forehead and then nodded

" u still are warm "he shook his head

" go to work randhir! "

" I won't! Y don't u want me to stay at home? We will do mastii" he winked while she giggled

What would she do now? She had to think of something so that he wd go out for some hours and then she cd teach the students ..

"u sleep I will freshen up " he smiled

" no stay here with me " she kissed his hand

" I m here ..  "

" baad mein jana washroom " she smiled

" come with me! " he winked

" where? "

" washroom " he smirked while her cheeks went crimson

" pervert " she looked away while he giggled

" I will be back "

" okay "

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She cdnot help ..  Randhir didnot go out nor was she able to send him out .. She had to cancel her tuitions for the day  ..  Bt what would she do now? He said he had almost arranged the money .. He wd be at home so now what? She had to tell him the truth ..

After 2 days when she cdnot postpone the ttn more she finally gathered some courage to talk to randhir ..  She was fit and fine by now .. !

"ran.. - - randhir" she stammered playing with her fingers ..

"yes Sanyu " he smiled and pulled her near him .. She was now sitting beside him ..

She chewed her lips and looked up at him nervously

" bolo? "

" if I say something.. Tu.. Tum tum ghussa nahi hoge na? "

" kya par? I won't be angry bolo " he wrapped his hand around her shoulder and kissed her hair

" pakka? "

" ya Sanyu .. "he smiled

" randhir .. Wo.. Wo kuch bacche.. Kuch bacche ayenge ghar! " she pressed her lips together

" bacche? Bacche kyu? "

" wo .. I.. Wo.. I mean..  Matlab na mein unhe parati Hu and oil paintings Sikhati Hu " she said and randhir widened his eyes ..

" wo meine ye .. 35000 manage kiya ye month and-----"

"SANYUKTA!!!! " he almost yelled at her and she flinched back with fear and shut her eyes tight

" why sanyukta? "

" randhir I.. I just wanted "

" u don't trust me.. Do u? " he held her arm and then pushed her away ..

Tears filled her eyes and she shook her head..

" I just .. Tum "

Without saying anything further he just got up and went away from there ..  Closing the main gate loudly

" I .. Randhir " she cried covering her face with her palms ..  She sniffed and took her phone trying to call him.. Bt all in vain ..

Randhir wasn't angry because he was a MCP who believed girls shd not work .. He wasn't angry on her ..  He was angry on himself.. He failed as a husband ..  She who never worked before .. Had to do all this to earn money..  Because maybe he was useless?
He was angry on himself for being poor and not being able to full fill her needs .. 

He blamed himself now for her sickness .. Now he understood why she used to remain so tired and was sick ..  She used to be busy almost the whole day .. Now he understood why she asked him to go for work  ..  She didnot even let him anything ..  He didnot have any idea ..  Why she didnot trust him? Why his own wife didnot trust him?what if she left him one day because of this poverty? Owing to this poverty he cdnot save his mom and dad .. His mom and dad left him .. Wd the history repeat bt in a different manner??  ..  What kind of relationship were they sharing? They didnot love each other or maybe they didn't confess .. Still all those lovey dovey things were common between them  .. 

Was he in love? Yes she was the one he knew already ..  Bt still how can a relationship exists without love? Did sanyukta love him? Did he love her?
Yes his heart whispered .. He did..  He termed his feelings for her as 'crush'  during initial days ..  Bt crush is not something so deep like he had so deep feelings for her ..  He was definitely in love .. 
What if she wasn't?bt he forgot that she had already told him that he was more than just a friend .. Moreover, she also said that the day wasn't far when she would be head over heels in love with him.. Because she cd not imagine her life without him .. Just like him even she hasn't realised.. Bt she felt something deep for him .. Something even more deeper than love ... She always told him she was living a fairytale with him  .. Bt amidst his pain agony and lie she told him he was not able to think abt her.. He looked at everything in a different angle.. The way he wanted to look at it .. He didnot think about her point of view.. Why she must have done so  ..

There was nothing or no reason for him to think so deep about this little matter .. Bt that was the problem ..  He used to over think and sometimes it was way too harmful .. 

"vodka! " he ordered and gulped it down .. 

What was between them? If not love then what? What kind of relationship were they sharing? Because she didnot trust him then what??

Randhir was out the whole day ..   Sanyukta was compelled to act normal and teach the children  .. 

It was only when the clock striked 10 pm randhir opened the door and hugged sanyukta tightly .. 

"did u drink randhir? " she asked shocked while he shook his head like a baby ..

" no Sanyu.. I don't drink .. I didnot drink " and then he smiled ..

" sanyu I love u" he chipped while her eyes widened at his confession .. 

"randhir u  ..  "

" sanyu .. " he closed his eyes and rested his head on her chest  ..  While she somehow managed to drag him towards their room ..

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