About A Girl

'Internet bestie' struggle

Today is one-month anniversary since Louis' bday! If you don't know I'm big Tommo girl. And every year I celebrate December 24 the most lmao. I remember first time when I heard One thing and I just fell in love with them and especially Louis Tomlinson. First time I stayed awake just for watching their music videos. First time I cried about someone that even doesn't know me. And now he has a son. Two days ago was little Freddie born! I just cant tell u how happy I'm about that !! I want to cry, and scream, and hug him but all I know now is that he fucking doesn't have idea that I exist.

Every human that I like and respect is miles away.

Yesterday I've had a beautiful dream but then I woke up and when I realized that was just a dream I start crying. It was about my bf T. and she came to our school and her hug felt so real (did I say she's not from my town.., we're 24,16 miles apart. You might think that that's not big distance but if you ever had a internet bestie you know what am I talking about)  

I just start crying agian. I cry a lot for not emotional person.

I just want have all my bfs beside me when they need it. Especially T. and M. I was wondering last night.., if I have to choose between any two people in this world i'll be cool but when I'll have to choose between T. and M. I will just call all of them bitches get up and leave the room. That's from me. Bye.

Life is a bitch.

Love,
Pi 😆💕