Fearlessly and Forever (Klaine)

Chapter 3

Ok, I lied. this probably my last chapter tonight. but I'll make it extra long.
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Blaine's p.o.v
"What exactly do you mean Kurt?" Is this really happening to me? I am going to die. I don't know what I'm going to do. I am for sure going to be sick. Ok Blaine. Calm yourself, he could be joking. "I'm sorry, but I don't know who you are. Is my dad here? I want to see my dad." Oh my god he isn't joking. "Um, yea sure. I'll go get him." I ran out of his room to find Burt. I finally found him talking to a receptionist, trying to get a nurse for Kurt. At this point I was in tears, again. "Blaine? What's wrong? Why aren't you with Kurt?" I composed myself enough to say these few words. "He doesn't remember me." I saw Burt's face fall. He left the receptionist and ran to Kurt's room. I stayed back in the waiting room, and filled Carol, Finn, Rachel and Mercedes in on what had happened in the last 5 minutes. After about an hour of just feeling numb, Kurt's doctor wanted to talk to me. he pulled me aside and told me about the state of my husband's condition. "He suffered a hard enough hit to his head, that he doesn't remember anything after 5 years ago. That means that he doesn't remember meeting me, kissing me for the first time, dating, our first I love you's, the first time, me proposing, or most importantly, us getting married. I started to cry again. The doctor said that he would eventually get his memory back, but it would take time. I wasn't allowed to tell him anything, but let him remember on his own. I asked if I could see him, and he told me that Kurt had actually asked if he could see me. As soon as the doctor said that, I broke out into a sprint. I ran as fast as I could down that hallway to get to my husband as soon as possible. I got to Kurt's room out of breath and exhausted from running across the entire hospital to get to him. I gave a breathy hello to Kurt and Burt as my father-in-law motioned for me to sit next to him. Out of nowhere, Kurt began to laugh at me! It was quiet but Burt and I both heard it and began laughing with him. "What in the world are you laughing about" Burt asked his son. "Just that Blaine is so out of breath. Did you run all the way here?" I laughed at his answer and told him that I had, and he began to laugh again. Burt looked over at his son, and asked him a question. "Kurt, do you remember Blaine at all?" He thought for a minute "I may have seen him at the Lima Bean once or twice, and weren't you a warbler? I think I remember seeing you perform. You were always my favorite." Kurt started to blush, and I felt a glimmer of hope when my body was filled with despair. I had an idea. I could get Kurt to fall in love with me again! I could get him to remember me, while we were also becoming a couple again! I am a genius! Just as I started to put together my plan of action, Burt pulled me into the hallway. "Blaine, I think in these first few stages of remembering, Kurt needs to stay with me back in Ohio for a while. I know that you love him, and our top priority is getting him to remember you. But right now, Lima is all he knows, and he doesn't even know that he isn't out of high school. We just don't want to scare him." My heart sunk. I didn't want to be out here by myself, without Kurt. Now that he will be back in Lima, I won't be able to see him, which means getting him to fall in love with me will be hard. Then I had another idea. "I know that being in Lima is the best for him Burt. Could I go with him though? I need him to know me. I don't know what I am going to do if he doesn't know me. I need him Burt. He is my world. He makes my darkness, light. I could stay at my brother Cooper's apartment, or with Sam or something. I just need to be able to see him." Burt pondered my offer. Then he hit me with a curveball I never saw coming. "How about I do you one better? How about you work at the tire shop for me, and I let you stay with us? Then Kurt can remember what it's like living with you. What you don't realize Blaine, is that even though he doesn't know he does, Kurt needs you just as much as you need him. He needs you in his life. I need you in his life. Heck, I need you in my life too." At this point Burt was in tears. "Blaine, you are like a 3rd son to me. You make Kurt so happy. He needs someone like you to keep him afloat when he is sinking. So will you come back with us? It will only be for a little bit though, because I know that he will remember very quickly if you're with us." When he was finished, I didn't hesitate for a second. "Of course I'll come back with you. anything for him to know who I am again." We hugged and cried for a little while, forgetting that Kurt was in his room, alone. What we didn't know is that Kurt had heard our entire conversation. "Kurt? are you ok?" I asked him. "I heard everything you both said, and Blaine, I want to remember you more than anything now. please come with us." Me now crying, again. Took Kurt's hand in mine. "I am very glad you think that Kurt. I already told your dad that I was coming to stay with you." He squeezed my hand and it felt like when we first began to date all over again. Fireworks. I was sure that Kurt felt them too because he started to turn a deep shade of red. Kurt, Burt and I talked the rest of the night, filling in Kurt about what he'd missed in terms of social media, fashion trends, high school love triangles and Broadway shows. Secretly we were desperately trying to get him to remember something, anything, about me. He didn't need to remember Burt, he knew him. He was only focusing on getting him to remember me. Which I thanked him for later, when I had gone home for the first time since the accident. When I got to the apartment, I knew I shouldn't have left the hospital. it was to many memories. I called Burt and he said that Kurt would be getting out of the hospital in 4 days, and that I should start to get packed to come back. He also told me something that rocked my world, he said that Kurt wanted to tell him goodnight, and that he missed me. Blaine got off the phone and cried himself to sleep that night.

Four days later, Kurt was released from the hospital. I pushed him out of the hospital in the wheelchair. They had given me back my ring and I was wearing it. I needed something to feel close to him again. Rachel had gotten Kurt's jacket cleaned and we have that back too. I am holding on to Kurt's wedding ring for now, I don't want to lose it. I made sure that when I proposed, my initials were put into the band. and he had done the same for me at our wedding. God I missed him. Kurt knew that he was in New York at the moment, and he knew that he was flying home today, but he doesn't know why he's in New York. He's still a little confused from the information we've already given him, but he's getting there. Once we got to the car, Me Burt and Kurt all got in. We were pulling out of the hospital when Kurt blurts out all of the sudden, "Did I go to Dalton Academy at all? because I'm remembering something from there, and I know it's Dalton because Rachel and I snuck in on a Warbler rehearsal sophomore year." "That was you two? I remember that! But Kurt, what do you remember from Dalton?" I said, getting a little excited. "I remember someone singing Teenage Dream, but that's it. The face seems really familiar, but I can't put my finger on who it is." I started to cry. really hard. "Blaine? Are you ok? Why are you crying?" said Kurt, sounding genuinely concerned, making me cry more. "Kurt." I said through sobs. "The boy singing Teenage Dream was me, and I sang that to you on the day we met."

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