||°JackSepticEye Imagines°||

Imagine 1: It Hurts

How 'bout a good 'ol feelsy short? Hey, it's okay for a first.

It's been 3 months since me and {Y/N} broke up.
How can I say this without breaking?
We got into an argument, resulting in me kicking her out of the house.
How can I say this without taking over?
I regret it, badly.
How can I put it down into words when it's almost too much for my soul alone?
I didn't see her since it happened.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
I begged everyone to help me find her.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
Soon, everyone grew tired and gave up.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
"She's gone, Jack." Mark said. 
And it hurts like hell.
"We must accept it." Wade said.
Yeah, it hurts like hell.
"She's nowhere to be found." Bob said.
I don't want them to know the secrets.
I was alone. I was scared. I was sad. I was hurt. I was suicidal. I was a mess.
I don't want them to know the way I loved you.
I looked for her by myself.
I don't think they'd understand it, no.
I got a call from Mark.
I don't think they would accept me, no.
She was found sitting down by a tree.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
But she froze to death.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
"It's all my fault.." I repeated.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
"It's all my fault..." I repeated.
And it hurts like hell.
"It's all my fault...." I repeated.
Yeah, it hurts like hell.
After the funeral, she was buried near her favorite flower patch under a tree.
Dreams fight with machines...
She told me that she would want to be buried here before it all happened.
Inside my head like adversaries...
I visit her grave everyday.
Come wrestle me free...
Bringing pink Gumamela flowers. She loved those.
Clean from the war...
I sing her the songs she would sing to me.
Your heart fits like a key.
I'd wake up looking to my side, nothing there.
Into the lock on the wall.
I wish it was all just a bad nightmare.
I turn it over, I turn it over.
I couldn't live without her.
But I can't escape.
It's painful not to be with her.
I turn it over, I turn it over.
It hurts so much.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
I miss her.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
I love her.
I loved and I loved and I lost you.
And now I'm here, with my guitar, singing to her, at her grave.
And it hurts like hell.

"It hurts so much.
Not to have you by my side.
Not to be around you.
Not to be with you.
You're the pain I won't give up.
When I see you, the world stops.
It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you.
There's nothing else.
No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
The world just stops, and it's a beautiful place, and there is only you.
I want to be by your side.
And if I could, I wouldn't be anywhere else.
I love you."