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Just another day pt2

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Mason's PoV

Waking up I try to stretch my body but feel another weight on my chest, looking down I see its Becca the pack slut, why the fuck is she in my bed, she should of left last night after I tapped that shit, "BECCA, GET THE FUCK OUT" I shout using my alpha voice, silly bitch knows better, than to spend the night in my bed, only my mate can share my bed, as I feel the normal ache tightening in my chest that I alway feel when I think of my beautiful mate Sam, I know I'm a fucker to her and I hurt her all the time but I have to, I don't have a choice, once I am announced alpha next week I can take her and be the mate she deserves and more but right know if anyone knows she is dead no one can know she's my mate, tomorrow she turns 18 and will know I'm her mate, male werewolves find there mate at 16 but females don't find there's till there 18, I just hope my beautiful mate Sam can forgive me once I explain why I did the shit I did to her.
Zoning back in I realise Becca is still on my bed, BECCA, I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT, I grit through my teeth,
" but babe, I'm still tired" she whines as she try's to snuggle in deeper to my chest, God I hate all these girls but there my release so I don't get my beautiful mate in any danger, I cant even get an hard on with these girls I have to imagine them being my beautiful Samantha, I just hope when the time comes my sam forgives me which is gonna be hard work trying to gain her trust.

Jumping out of bed ignoring Becca, as I make my way to the shower, I rush to try get down stairs to catch a glance of sam, who usually leave before all the pack wake, so she can avoid being bullied, and I know I'm the worst who hits her and calls her but any contact with her is a bonus but I hate myself so much for the pain I cause her, my wolf Blake hates me to, he's already threatened to block me out permanent if I hurt her again, " ya dick head, like you hurt her when you fucked that slut last night" Blake snarls "Blake what the fuck are you on about?, sam doesn't even know where mates, I haven't marked her she cant feel shit when I'm with them?" I question cause I know once mated you can feel physical pain when your mate is with someone else but I haven't mated with sam, growling low In my head Blake snarls become louder "she's special, you stupid human, she feels it every time, and if she doesn't forgive you Mason you will never be alpha of this fuckin pack, what kind of alpha will you be with no wolf" then he blocks me out, what the fuck, I feel sick to my stomach, I've caused her so much pain if she has felt how many whores I've been with, what I'm I going to do.

Walking in the kitchen I see no sign of sam, so I grab some pancakes and make my way to school, maybe I can catch I glimps of her there.

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