Bad boys cry too

Chapter 3 ~Beat.

The bell rings and everyone leaves the lunch room. I walk slowly to the  hallway where my locker is. I see the group of boys in the middle of the hallway. The one who was making out was still doing that. The boys where trying to get his attention but he kept ignoring them. I learned his name was Gray,Kinda weird. I'm pretty shocked he didn't notice by now, his stuff is all over the hallway. 

They finally got his attention when the girl left. I should of left too.

"WHAT FUCKING BITCH DID THIS!" He screamed. It hurt my ears a little. One of his friends point me out.

"GET OVER HERE AND PICK MY SHIT UP. THEN MAYBE I WONT KILL YOU,BUT THAT'S A VERY SMALL CHANCE. He said. I walked over and started to pick up the papers. 

One of them pushes me, i fall face first onto the floor. They started kicking my sides,legs,head. I couldn't get up, i was too weak. I tried not to cry but a few tears fell. I was going to die. Seconds later i am lifted off the ground and i am standing. Before i can react i get punched in the face. ONE. TWO. THREE. I fall back onto the floor, now only one is kicking me.

"WHAT THE FUCK KENDALL!" I heard a voice yell. The kicking stopped.So the boy kicking me is Kendall. 

"Ivy why don't you go. You don't need to see this." Kendall stepped away with his hands in the air.

The girl,Ivy puts her hand out, i take it. "Thanks." I mumble. She just nods

"Go wash up, you look like a crime scene." She gives a small smile and walks over to Kendall. He snakes his arm around her waist.

I stood there for a few minutes, i heard the bell. There was no way i can go to class looking like this. I walk to the girls bathroom. Luckily no one was there. I lock the bathroom door just to make sure no one comes in. I look at my self in the mirror,i'm barley recognizable. I sink to the floor and i take the razer blade from my shoe. i unwrap it from the plastic i wrapped it in so it wouldn't cut my foot. ONE. TWO THREE. FOUR. FIVE. Five cuts in a straight line. The blood combines together. I smile to myself but only for a second. 'Why do i do this?' "My skins so ugly.' I think to myself. Then i remember why i do. It makes my pain go away but only for a little bit. I have to keep cutting for no pain. I wish there was something permit, something to keep the pain away forever.  

I stand up and i go to the sink. I wash the blood from my wrists, and my face. I dry my face with the paper towels but it only makes it burn.I spend the rest of the day here. I hear the bell. Time to go. I unlock the door and i leave the building. I see Gray and the rest of the boys by a car. I see Ivy and a few other girls. I sigh. The boys were attractive, but i hated them. Ivy turns my direction and waves. She is waving to someone else, But that's what i tell myself. She frowns then goes back to talking. I start my walk home.

~At home~

I see Rogers car. He's home. I have to go in, there's no where else to go. I step up the stairs to the door. My hands start to shake as i grab the door knob.Turn it. I enter the house. Roger is sleeping on the couch. I walk as quietly as possible. I should of watched my feet more instead of Roger. I trip and i fall. I'm too clumsy. The Sound of me falling wakes him up.

"WHAT THE FUCK!?" he yells. He then looks at me and grins.

"YOUR GOING TO GET IT NOW YOU LITTLE BITCH!" He screams, i try to stand up but when i'm half way he trows his beer bottle at me. I fall back to the floor. The world around me becomes fogy. I can feel the kicks and punches. I Can hear him laughing, Until i pass out.

 When i wake up my whole body aches. I try to get up but Pain fills my body. I hear Rogers car. Hes gone. I am now safe. I see the clock mom will be home in an hour. She can't see me like this. I get up ignoring the pain. I get into the shower. It burns, my whole body. That was round two. But its over now. I get out and i put on some leggings on and a sweater,along with some fuzzy socks. I Brush my hair. I walk to my room and i just lay there Listening to music through my headphones.

~Charmz <3. i hope you all liked it. I liked writing it. I hope its interesting. Ill probably start the next chapter when i put up this one. I really like writing this. If you have anything to say just leave a comment. If you liked it Leave a vote.Okay well Byee everyone.