Chapter 1

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by ZoeSierra

by ZoeSierra

*Ellens POV*

This all started at a party when I was 16 and my best friend PJ had dragged me to. It was at Dan's parents house while they were on vacation. I hated Dan so I decided to go but just get really drunk. PJ came to pick me up from my house. Before I left i opened my brothers door to check on him. "Dylan, please promise me you will try to eat what mom makes for dinner," i said kissing his head. "I'll try," he said in a sad tone. "Also if you feel upset while in gone, call me or PJ or write your feelings down i this journal," I said handing him the journal. "Okay I will." "Thank you." I kissed his head and left. My brother literally means everything to me. Hes gay and is boyfriend had just broken up with him. Dylan was heart broken. And that on top of depression, anorexia and bullying. God damnit im scared. Please be okay tonight Dylan I kept saying over and over again in my head until we finally got to Dans house. I walked straight over to the fridge and grabbed a beer and went to the living room and sat down on the couch.

*Dans POV*

I was standing next to Phil when Ellen had walked into the living room and sat down with her beer. "Phil! Is that Ellen, " I asked in a whisper. "Yeah PJ brought her," he said rather loud. "Phillllll!! shut up, " I whispered as I saw Ellen rolling her eyes. " Fiine, but you really should thank PJ. He said he had to drag her here basically" "Oh god. Okay I will. But were is he?" "Last time I saw him he was in the bathroom on the phone. " "Oh okay I'll wait," i said gazing at Ellen. God she was so beautiful. "Stop staring at her," Phil said punching my shoulder. "Oww! Sorry but i can't help it. She's just so beautiful." "Yes I know. Just stop staring at her." "Fine." PJ just walked in the room and said "Ellen's mom just called me and said that Ellen's brother is in the hospital for blood loss from self harm and not having enough vitamins in his body because of starving himself." "WELL GO TELL HER NOW! SHE NEEDS TO KNOW NOW," I shouted. "okay," and PJ skipped off to tell her.

*PJs POV*

"Hey Ellen," i said as i sat next to her. "Hey" "I have to tell you something, about your brother." "W-what about him," her voice cracked as she asked. " He's not, doing to well." " W-wait, w-hat?" "Your mom just called me. She said tell Ellen that, Dylan is in the hospital for blood loss from self harm and not having enough vitamins in his body because of starving himself." "Take me to the hospital now." "Well, I can't. My car doesn't enough gas to get to the hospital and I have no money." "Does anyone else here have a car?" "Dan does." She rolled her eyes. "Fine. Whatever." "Okay, I'll tell him. go meet him out by his car. He'll be there soon." "Okay." She ran off. I waled back over to Dan. "Hey Dan, can you take Ellen to the hospital to go see her brother?" "yes," he almost immediately answered and he ran off to his car.