I hate this!... i hate moving from one place to another, changing my friends ,changing my attitude just to fit in.... I love my mom so much but this is killing me now, I'm dying slowly inside but who cares in my case... I'm just a girl,with an unstable life. If i start talking about me and my problems ,people will think I'm selfish or some shit... that why i choose not to. It way better to keep your self locked in, not let anybody or anything in...at least you will be safe then but what will you have after that... I choose not to think too much, it takes a lot of energy and effort, that you could use to make something out of yourself, to stop your mind from thinking about the worst things in your life. Everybody has problems so you can't be selfish is what my mom tells me, when we start fighting and throwing dishes on the floor and the night ends with doors banging and hearts broken.
I just wonder what next for me...
Emily...could you help me up here...these boxes are a lot heavier then they look...
Mum what about Zack.
