Shattered

Chapter Four

I wash my body under the warm water, something I'm not used to. I wash my hair and for once it doesn't feel so dirty and knotty. I would always shower, but the soap was never good enough to wash it well enough.
I turn off the water and grab a towel. As I dry myself off I begin to notice there's a hair brush, hair dryer, make up, perfume, and deodorant in the bathroom. I dress myself and open the products seeing that none of them have yet been used. I use the deodorant and perfume, then brush out my hair.
I leave the bathroom and walk to my door. I hear talking and laughing, so I just sit down on the bed.
Almost thirty minutes go by and there's a knock at my door.
"Yes" I squeak as the door opens
"Hey love what are you doing? I made you food" He smiles
"Oh, I just heard talking so I didn't think I should interrupt." I blush
He smiled and shakes his head lightly.
"Come on" his accent rings
I get up and exit the room. As soon as I walk into the living area I smell something delicious, that makes my stomach growl.
"Steak and green beans" he smiles as he sets a plate in front of me at the table.
My eyes grow wide as I hear the word 'steak' and I shyly whisper a "thank you"
He sits across from me with a plate. I start to cut my meat and suddenly stop to look up at him.
"What?" He giggles
"You have over night guests often?" I smirk
"What do you mean?"
"Just the fact that you have perfume, deodorant, make up, extra clothes, a hair brush, in a bathroom you don't even use. Thats a little odd" I smile at my plate
"You seem a little interested in the stuff I have in a spare bedroom. Is someone jealous I might have other over night guests?" He teases as he takes a drink out of his glass
"Not jealous, 'love', just curious" I accent the love and smile
'If I wasnt me I would say your flirting with me, adilla" he winks, causing my face to flush red.
"I don't flirt, Niall" I smile
I pick up my fork and knife again, continuing to cut and eat my food. He falls silent, I wish I could know what he's thinking.
God he's so beautiful I watch him as he eats. He doesn't seem to notice, so I silently get up and wash my dishes.
He comes up next to me and whispers "I noticed that you were staring, I just didn't want to embarrass you again." He smirks and places his plate in my hands.
I blush harder then ever and wash his plate and silverware. I turn around and see him biting his lip watching me.
"What?"
"You just look cute in my clothes" he tries to step closer as I step back
I blush at his compliment, but refuse to let him any closer.
"I'm not.. I'm not gonna hurt you adilla" he closes his eyes
"You just met me, Niall. How could I trust you so quickly? I mean, that level of trust, anyways."
He smiled and says "Your right, are you tired?"
I nod quietly. We say our good nights and I find my way back to my room. I lock my door and land on the bed. Its so much more comfortable then mine at home, so I fall asleep quicker then usual.
I wake up to a ray of light hitting me in the eyes, I groan and cuddle into the blanket. I open my eyes, and I climb out of bed after a little while.
I make my way to the bathroom, brushing my hair and considering putting on make up.
I decide against it and open my door quietly. I see a group of boys at the table drinking coffee, I spot Niall. Who has already turned to see if it was me. He stands up and that's when three other boys turn to face me. I walk out keeping my eyes to the floor. Niall meets me halfway and smiles
"How did you sleep?"
"I slept better then I have in years, thank you."
He nods and hands me a white cup with coffee in it.
"I left it black because I'm not sure how you like your coffee, creamer and sugar are on the counter" he smiles
"Thank you" I smile
"The boys are going out in ten minutes, they all have plans. So it'll just be us for a little while. I hope that's okay"
I nod "Gives me time to get to know you"
He blushes and introduces me to all of the boys. They leave within a minute or two of us meeting. I sit at the table putting sugar and creamer into my coffee.
We sit silentlys for awhile until he starts to ask questions. Then I start to ask questions, and eventually I'm comfortable with him. I can feel the feelings grow for him as he continues to talk to me. I try to suppress them, he'd never want me like that anyways. He occasionally flirts with me, but I try to push it away.
"So, why don't you want me flirting with you?" He looks down at the table
"W-w-what?" I studder
"You don't flirt back, I flirt harder and harder and its like you don't want me to. But you blush whenever I do" he blinks
"Because your famous, you have everything going for you, Niall. I'm not going to get my hopes up for you, when you'll be gone soon anyways." I whisper
"I'm not going anywhere" he sighs
I get up and move to the seat right next to him and whisper in his ear "that's what the all say"
I walk away from the table, walking towards my room.
"Just because I'm famous, or because you think I'm everybody else doesn't mean I am, Adilla" he gets up following me
He comes up from behind me and grabs my wrist. I spin around into his warm body
"I'm not gonna let a beautiful girl think she's nothing. When to me, my life didn't feel like anything until I met her yesterday. I'm not like the rest" he whispers
I swallow hard and stare up at him. His eyes are soft but needy. I squeak as I pull away from him, trying to stop myself from turning around and kissing him.
I walk into my room and don't come out until dinner. Its awkward between us now.
**three days pass**
"Adilla, I want you. Let me in" he cries "Niall, I can't just let you in! I've never let anyone in." I argue back
He grabs my hips smashing his lips onto mine, making me stumble back.
"I already told you adilla, I'm not just anybody"