Sitting in the dark
Not even afraid
As my heart turns black
Depression continues to invade
Nothing uplifting anymore
In this sad, hopeless life
My feelings turn numb
Through a razor or a knife
The red blood flows
My guilt turns into shame
Only more negative emotion
It always ends the same
The suicide attempt
And an emergency call
Brought to a far away city
I've been through it all
Therapy that doesn't help
Stupid depression meds
I just wanna lay down
And die in my bed
Trying to get help
Only makes life worse
The only way to get out
Is my dead body in a hearse
There's never ever a friend
Who takes the bad away
Maybe only for a while
But it has to end someday
