Chapter 37

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Meka POV

Chaud: *leans in*
Me: *backs up*
Chaud: Im sorry. You are just really attrative
Me: Thanks
Chaud: Tell me more about your boyfriend
Me: *puts my head on his shoulder*Hes amazing. He takes care of me and my daughter. Yes i have a daughter. She is 2 and her name is Jalisa. But im the problem in the relationship
Chaud: *strokes my hair* How come?
Me: I have bad trust issues
Chaud: Ooo. My last girlfriend was like that
Me: I just wish i could change
Chaud: *picks up my head and holds it close to his face* You dont need to change. If he loves you then he would love you for who you are. He wouldnt leave just because you have insecurities. He would try to help you get over them. He wouldnt judge you for who you are. He would love you and help you change. He wouldnt deny you or be ashamed to show you to his family. He would be proud and show his family and call you his. Any man would be lucky to call them his. So never talk bad about yourself *kisses my forehead*
Me: *kisses him*

Keshawn POV

I was pissed off. Me and Quan decided to go to the park and eat our hot wings. When we got there me and Quan was going to the benches which is next to the swings. I saw this girl that was thick af making out with this light skinned dude. I heard the girl moan in his mouth. I snapped my head in there direction and got a closer look at her. Thats Meka's ass. I know her moans anywhere.
I hopped out my seat and ran to where they were. I tapped her shoulder and she turned around breathing hard. When she saw me her lip started trembling. I was fucking livid. I looked at dude and he got out his swing and walked away. He better be glad cuz i was 2 seconds from beating his ass. I looked at Meka once again and walked to Quan.

Quan: Wassup B?
Me: Lets go
Quan: Who's that? Wifey?
Me: That aint Wifey no more. Im done with her ass!!!! *grabs my wings and goes in the car*

I took Quan home then went to go get the kids. I grabbed K & Lisa and drove to McDonalds to get them a kids meal. I drove home and was thinking.
When we got home i saw Meka's car in the driveway. I sighed and went to my room. Meka was in the bed with puffy eyes. I rolled my eyes and went in the bathroom. After i took my shower i put on my boxers and started playing Madden 2013. Meka put her head on my shoulder but i pushed her shit

Meka: Shawn please im sorry
Me: Fuck your sorry! You were always accusing me of cheating when you cheated!!!! You probably was cheating the whole damn time. Meka im done with your ass. Me and you are over. You is just gonna be my roommate. I got the guest room set up so you can sleep in there
Meka: Shawn. I was loyal. I only kissed him because of the things he was saying. He was talking good about you and i started realizing that you are really good for me and i imagined him being you so i kissed him. I swear thats what happened. You know im not the type to cheat thats why i feel so bad. Im sorry Shawn please dont throw us away *falls off the bed, pulls her knees to her chest, and breaks down crying*
Me: *sighs and picks her up* Fine Meka. I love you but you gotta trust me and i will trust you. If we aint got trust then we aint got shit!
Meka: Okay *leans in to kiss me*
Me: Nawh! You gotta boil your lips first *laughs and puts her down*
Meka: Okay. But OMG THERE'S SOMETHING ON YOUR LIP
Me: Really? What? *rubbing my lips*
Meka: Cmere (come here) lemme get it
Me: *bends down*
Meka: *kisses me and pulls away* Nice doing business *runs and locks herself in the bathroom*
Me: Ima get your ass later!!!!

About 20 minutes later Meka came back in the room. She layed down on my chest. I was deep in my thoughts that i didnt even hear Meka calling me

Her: Bae
Me: Yes maam
Her: What you thinking about
Me: *sighs* You remember how i told you my dad was dead?
Her: Yeah...
Me: Well today me and my bro Malquan or Quan was at the bar and we saw him. He works there as a bartender
Her: You sure it was him baby?
Me: Im positive. I cursed his ass out. Its his fault im in a gang and i cant get out. Its his fault my family is fucked up and its his fault why i had to grow up so damn fast. I never had a normal childhood
Her: Baby are you okay?
Me: Idk
Her: Bae you never cry. Thats not normal. If you wanna cry then cry. You can cry on my shoulder or my breast
Me: Tf? We gone end up having sex *laughs*
Her: *laughs* But baby im serious. If you need to cry or need a girl to whop somebody ass then lemme know *kisses me then lays on my chest*
Me: I love you *wraps my arms around her*
Her: I love you to *goes to sleep*

I stayed up thinking about everything. I dont cry. I havent cried since my dads "death". I also started thinking about that dude. He looked so familiar. I know i seen that fucka somewhere. But i still had my baby. I wrapped my arms around her tighter then drifted off to sleep.

~In The Morning~

K: Daddy
K: DADDY!
Me: What? *rubs my eyes*
K: Mama say come eat *runs out the room*

So now he back to calling her mama. Smh. I got up and brushed my teeth and walked downstairs. Meka cooked us a big breakfast. She cooked pancakes, gritz, eggs, bacon, sausage, biscut, and toast. I went into the kitchen and wrapped my arms around her. She turned around and smiled. I turned her whole body around and gave her a big kiss.

Lisa&K: Ewwwww!
Us: *laughs*
Me: Yall will do it one day then have some sex and babies
Meka: *smacks the back of my head*
K: Daddy whats sex?
Lisa: Yeah mommy whats sex?
Meka: Ummm....
Me: Yall will know when yall get older now eat

We all ate then went our seperate ways. Meka went to drop the kids off to Daycare and i was going to talk to my mami.
I decided to wear a black thug life shirt, cargos, jordans, and my black custom made snapback that says Bullet 🔫. I drove to my mami's house. I was thinking how is she gonna react to this.
I walked jn the house and see Quan stuffing his face. I dapped him up and kissed my mami's cheek.

Me: Buenos días mami
Her: Morning *pouts*
Me: Whats wrong?
Her: Bored. Yall never spend time with me anymore. Me and Jack (stepdad) is getting a divorce and i get all his shit *laughs*
Me: Where he at?
Her: Packing his shit

I walked in my moms room and there he was sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. I never liked this fool but i feel sorry for em.

Me: Jack, you straight?
Him: No. That bitch gett---
Me: *punches the fuck outta him*
Him: Owww! Im sorry man
Me: Never disrespect my moms. I will fuck yoo shit up!
Him: Okay
Me: Get the fuck outta here!!!
Him: *runs out*

After he ran out i went downstairs. Mami was sitting on the couch and Quan's head was in her lap. She was rubbing his cheeks and he was falling asleep. Quan is such a big ass baby! I sat next to mommy and she pushed my head down and started rubbing my cheeks to. I started drifting off to.

35 Minutes Later

I woke up on my mommys lap. She was watching us sleep with a smile on her face. I stretched and woke up Quan.

Quan: What?
Me: Its time
Mami: What?
Me: Lets go to the bar
Quan: Yeah. Lets get there wings. Its the best!!!
Mami: Okay. Lemme go get dressed

Mami came back 15 minutes later with a short ass dress on and some high ass heels. My mother looked good but wtf! She like 40 something. Too old for that shit!

Quan: Umm... Mother?
Mami: Hmmm?
Me: Where you think you going?
Her: Out with my boys (:

We all got in my Benz and i stated driving to the bar. The whole ride mother was taking pictures and putting on makeup. My mama is a mess.
But we pulled up to the bar and i took a deep breath. Me and Quan was holding her hand and we walked up to the bar.

Maria (Mom) POV

Me and my boys walked into the bar and they immediately took me to the Bar. When we got there i was looking in my mirror making sure i looked good. Im a single woman now and it would be nice to get some numbers (;
But the boys said they needed to go to the bathroom so i called the bartender. When he turned around my eyes watered and my heart started beeping fast. I cant believe Kendell was still alive.

Kendell: Maria?
Me: *starts crying*
Him: *picks me up and carries me in the back*

I missed him sooo much. Its been 11 years and he wasnt even dead. I wanted to kill him for putting me thru soo much. I just broke down and cried.

Him: Maria, honey dont cry *wipes my tears*
Me: Why would you lie to me? Why put me thru all of that?! I seen your dead body!!
Him: I lied because i was having a affair and she turned up pregnant and i thought you would leave me for it so i faked my death. I didnt mean to. I just wanted to stop you guys from getting hurt. Im sorry. And my buddy made me look dead then after the funeral he dug me up or whatever.
Me: *slaps him and starts cursing him out in spanish*
Him: *kisses me*

I missed those lips so much. Well one thing led to another and we had sex. It was good. We lasted a good 2 hours. I wonder if the boys are worried. If so then they will be alright.
Me and him was just cuddling. I was thinking about so much. He cheated on me probably the whole 14 years. I still love him but once a cheater, always a cheater. I cant deal with that shit!

Him: Maria
Me: Yes?
Him: Can we be a family again?
Me: Nope. Once a cheater always a cheater
Him: Not really. I only cheated once and i learned my lesson. Believe me. My own sons hate me. Especially Keshawn. That was my bestfriend and now he hates me *sighs*
Me: Because you hurt him by faking your death
Him: I guess so but please Maria. I miss you and i love you so much *kisses my neck*
Me: N---... Fine
Him: *kisses me*
Me: You gone move in with me?
Him: Yupp. What happen to homeboy
Me: Jack? Please. We are getting divorced
Him: Oh. Okay. Lets go

About 45 minutes later we were pulling up to my house. I see Keshawn's car. Lord i hope my babies wasnt worried about me.
I opened the door and Quan attacked me with hugs and kisses. Keshawn did to. But they stopped

Quan: Where were you?
Shawn: Why you smell like sex?
Me: With your daddy. We had sex
Quan: 😮
Shawn: 😠
Dell: Shawn, Quan yall need to get use to seeing me
Shawn: I aint gotta do shit
Quan: Me either
Dell: Fuck you mean? Im sorry for lying. I was tryna protect yall feelings. I thought the baby was mine but it was my cousin's. I was going to come back 2 years later but they told me not to cuz it would've freaked yall out! Now im sorry im fucking sorry

The boys looked at him and there eyes softened. There eyes watered and they hugged there dad. My happy family has become complete once again ((:

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