my life going from the worst to the best life ever! (1D fan fic)

My parents are in the ICU after the car crash they had been in a couple days ago. Im sitting in the family waiting room about to doze off waiting for the nurse to come and tell me the news about how they are doing. I slowly doze off, and it seemed to be about an hour and a half by the time she came in and greeted me. " hi! im nurse Cook, whats your name?"...  " im adrianna." i said with a mumbly sad voice.... "Nice to meet you adrianna. i have good news and bad news. which would you like to here first?"... " erm maybe the bad news?.?." ..." ok well the bad news...is...your father has...passed." she said as she almost broke down in tears. I look down and cupped my hands over my face and let the tears stream down my face. "well would you like to hear the good news?"... " no thank you." as i sobbed. i look up and wipe the tears off my face and i ask "can i see him one last time before the funeral?"... "sure honey come right this way."

 we walked down the hall too  room 114 and she opens the door and i see "get well" balloons and flowers on the table next to the bed with his pale, un-moving body. i start walking over to him and feel tears running down my cheek again and i talk to him in my mumbly voice while holding his hand knowing that he is'nt alive any more and that he is'nt going to here me, so whats the point? so i backed up and sat in the chair next to the hospital bed just staring at him wondering why he had to go. " why did you leave me?... WHY???"... "adrianna are you okay?" nurse cook asked.... "yeah im fine!" i say... i have been in there for three hours and i start to feel my eye lids getting heavy, as my eyes roll back i try to keep them open but i could no longer take it and fell asleep.

i wake up to nurse cook saying..."adrianna its the morning sweety and i pick up my head i didnt see my pale father lying there dead. " where is he?" i ask... "where is who?"nurse cook said.... " my father. " they took him down into the casket room about fiev minutes ago thats why i wanted you to wake up, so you can go pick out his casket for him."... so she took me over too the elevator, and i pressed the button, "DING!" the elevator door opens and we walk inside, and nurse cook pressed the button that had a 3 on it which meant to go up to the third floor as we start elevating i can feel the gravity push on me while we are going up.        "were here" as we walk out i can smell leather from some of the caskets oh how much i loved that smell, so i immeadietly walked over too the ones with the leather inside of them, and there was one that had cherry red wood with pearl handles and one with the shiny wood with marble handles and last but not least there was a white one with regular wooden handles on it. " ooh i see you like the ones with leather in them!"... " yes! i LOVE the smell of leather and they are the prettiest!"..." so which one would you like you father to have?"... " ummm... i think he would want the one with shiny wood and  marble handles."..." and the funeral will be on saturday at 3:00 p.m.."

It's tuesday afternoon and im sitting in my moms room, she isnt getting any better, in fact she has gotten worse. One of my bestfriends come in, her name is claire and i got up and greeted her,    " hey claire! havent seen you in a while!" i say. " hey, how are your mom and dad doing?" she said.    " well, my mom has gotten worse... and... my dad...well... he died..." . " i am SO sor-" BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!... nurses and doctors came rushing in and they told us we had to get out immediatley "but i cant that is my mom!!!"i said in an intimidating voice! "MA'AM PLEASE GET OUT!"  so walk out. i look through the window and i see the heart monitor going from 60-50-40 and they try to get the heart rate back up with the machiene but they couldnt do it... 321 and i see her back lift off the bed but it still didnt work and still kept going down 20-15-10-543210, BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. " OH MY GOD!!! MOM!!!!"... i run back into her room and start shaking her, " mom come back PLEASE!!! MOM!" i yell... "honey im so sorry we tried our best to get her heart rate back up WE ARE SO SORRY!" he said with deep sympathy feeling like he let me down. " i know but that was my mom!"     "im going to leave you alone so you can say your good byes!" the doctor said.