It calls me close, its calls me near
"Just once more and it'll be over"
Death whispers in my ear
Irresistible is its sweet entice
Staring down, which one to slice,
I observe my previous tries
My unseen hurt and earlier cries
No peace in my mind, no peace in my head
Anger and rage consumes me
My minds demons bursting to be free
The walls of my cage finally cave
I slash down with my blade
Blood oozes and drips
A slight tingle but no real pain
My last attempt please, it's got to be
Tears stream down my cheek,
My head feels heavy, Darkness surrounds me,
I get a glimpse of the abyss, I embrace the darkness
I feel my body drifting
I hear scraping, something's stirring around
Surrounding me, I can here creatures shifting
I hear a scream, I hear a moan
I hear cry, I hear a sob
And realize it's my own
I start to yell
No sound out my mouth, only in my mind
No one to help me, no one for me to find
My soul finally screams
"I give up..."
