Goner

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"You hide Randy. You hide it with jokes and sarcasm but I can see how broken you are. You've stuffed up in the past and now it is all coming back to hit you in the face. But you have to know, I am not her. I'm looking out for your best interests and I may look like the bad guy right now but you needed to know the truth. You can't keep hiding, that's not going to help."
It was like Paige's words shot bullets through his chest as he felt weighed down by your words. They had only been dating for a month but they had clicked quickly. However his past relationships kept appearing  in both of their lives, causing Randy to recoil from spending time with Paige to hide away from his feelings.

"I joke because I am afraid you will see the real me. I'm a monster, I wreck my relationships left right and centre and I don't want to do that with you."

"Then if you don't want to do that, then don't hide away from me. I'm here aren't I? After all the shit that has come out this week, I still came and knocked on your door to see if you were okay, because to me, that's all that matters right now. That you are dealing with this situation in a healthy way. Stop putting up walls Randy. Talk to me, let me in." Paige said, sighing as she ran her fingers through her jet black hair,
"Please, just get off the ledge!"

"I can't do this anymore," He weeped, leaning forward slightly.

"Baby, come down. I'm begging you! We can get through this. I love you so fucking much, please."

He turned slowly and looked at her, they had been going back and forth like this for 20 minutes. Seeing the fear in her eyes made him think, Does she really love me? Or is she just saying it to get me down from here?

"How do I know that you mean it, Paige?"

"If I didn't love you, would I be standing here crying over you? I'm begging you baby. Don't jump."

He broke down, completely crumbling to the ground as she rushed to his side.

"Oh god, please don't ever do that again. I can't live without you , i swear." 

I do not know why I would go
In front of you and hide my soul
Cause you're the only one who knows it,
Yeah you're the only one who knows it

And I will hide behind my pride
Don't know why I think I can lie
Cause there's a screen on my chest
Yeah there's a screen on my chest