Don't tell me.. He's inlove with me?
No. This is wrong. Taehyung is married and he had a son already. I can't just broke and stole away their picture as a family. The wife of him, I know Taehyung still loves her. They can fix it. Marriage is not that easy. You need to be with the one that you love and live with them till death or eternity.
I'm filled of anxiety now.
"Hyomi. Please answer me." Taehyung firmly squeezed my hand to clear out my thoughts.
I have to do this. I have to answer him.
"I-I'm really sorry Taehyung. B-but —"
"I know. But.. it's not that I'll just easily give up on you." He cutted.
My eyes widen as I hear his words. I can't believe Taehyung would say this infront of me. My heart is racing out of my chest.
"I like you Hyomi"
I want to run away or dissapear. He's confusing me. Is he just playing on me?
"W-why... now?" I asked frustrated.
"I.. liked you since the past 3 years. After you confessed to me, I didn't saw you in the fansigns, concerts and other events. You didn't even send me letters which .. I've become worried about you. I secretly email-ed and messaged you through mail but there's no response or just seen." Taehyung said with a hidden truth in his eyes.
Tears welled up in my eyes. Oh My God Taehyung. You're making me more frustrated...
Frustrated at my feelings.
I tried to stand on my own feet supposing to leave. But Taehyung quickly held up my wrist.
"Please. Don't leave me"
Tears poured down in my face. I bit my lips to prevent from sobbing.
I felt him shifting from behind me when he grabbed my waist and pulled me for a backhug.
I can feel his hot breath behind my ears.
I shut my eyes close letting this uncomfortable but relaxing event to happen. Every minutes, seconds.
He tightly hold me close to him when he heard my soft whimpers.
Please.. Stop
I tried to remove his arms but he woudn't budge instead he will hold me tighter.
A minute after, Taehyung released me firmly. He faced me infront of him and let out a weak smile.
"I know you're still frustrated on my confession and that.. you can't still answer me. But.. I will prove it to you that I'm serious about it." He held both of my shoulders while eyeing me.
Taehyung cupped both of my cheeks and let a reasurring smile.
Taehyung. I don't know what am I feeling right now. But please don't let me love you again.
He closed his eyes and lifted his head. I felt warm lips on my forehead. He kissed me.
I let out a sigh of the lulling feeling of his kiss.
I felt like secured and.. loved.
Taehyung let our foreheads touch while I closed my eyes tightly and pursed my lips— afraid and nervous.
"I'm willing to wait Hyomi" Taehyung reminded me.
I can't form a word. It's just like my lips are zipped. Only our soft breaths and whimpers are presented. It's just like I'm giving hope for him which I supposed not to.
Taehyung.. what did you do?
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Taehyung decided to send me home in my apartment. The drive was silent. My thoughts kept me in silent. This day is too much for me.
I don't have strength anymore. It's just like it's all sucked up by a vacuum or something.
I felt my phone's vibrating— a call. I took it out from my purse. From just the name of the caller ID makes me smile.
Jagi Hyunwoo ❤
I glaced at my side if Taehyung had noticed it but he's focused on the road. I had a second thought wheather If I will answer it or not. Taehyung will hear our convo.
"Answer it. I will not bug in" Taehyung said still focusing on the road.
I let out a small sigh and directly swipe the green button.
"Oh.. H-Hyunwoo?" I answered.
"Oh Jagi~ I'm really sorry I didn't replied your texts. There's an event that we had to take care of. Soo.. I'm kinda busy that week. Mianhe Jagi" Hyunwoo replied with desperation in his voice.
"Ah It's Ok Ja-gi .. I understand." I choked at the "Jagi" word.
I sensed that he tensed up at the corner of my eye. His jaw clenched and he tightly gripped the stearing wheel.
"Ugh.. Hyunwoo. Can we continue our conversation later? I'm riding a car right now and it's a little bit .." I silently empasized the remaining word.
"Ok Jagi. I'll call you back later. Get home safe huh. Saranghe~" Hyunwoo slightly laughed at my reason.
"Hmm." I hummed in response.
I ended the call and kept my phone. I smiled at our conversation with Hyunwoo. It's bad that we ended up our call quickly. I want to talk to him more.
"You didn't tell me huh?" Taehyung sternly stated.
"Sorry. I supposed to tell you in the first place" I reasoned.
Taehyung didn't reply after that. Why? Is he angry or something?
As we arrived, I got out of the car first following Taehyung. I suppose to say thank you but he beat me.
"Is that what you call to each other? Jagi?"
I furrowed my eyebrows at his question. What comes up to him?
I nodded my head. I saw him snickered and mumbled some incoherent words.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing" He shook his head.
I bid goodbye to Taehyung but he will not response. I repeat once again and I saw him just nod. I mean really.. what's with him today?
I finally entered the building and went to my apartment. Sigh.. A stressful night for me.
I just need some sleep to think of this situation.
Taehyung.. please stop.
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A/N: Happy Valentines Day Everyone!
