Destiny (Louis Tomlinson)

Drunk.

He left me... He didn't want me...

All these things ran through my mind. Why did he leave. Why? I couldn't think of anything. It was awful, I looked at the Alcohol in my cabinet.

I was 19. I was legal to drink. I just never really did it, unless I went out. I needed a relief. I looked at the nice vodka and took a small sip. It tasted so good. I continued to drink. But, something weird happened. I felt some sort of happiness. I continued to drink the whole bottle.

I woke up on the ground of my kitchen. I heard a knock on my door. I didn't answer it, then I heard it open, the Familiar voice yelled

"AUBREY,? WHY AREN'T THESE DOORS LOCKED?"

It was Jessica.

She came to the kitchen to find me on the ground.

"Oh my god. Aubrey, are you okay. What the hell happened?"

I got up and felt nausea rush through my body. I ran to the bathroom and threw up.

"Honey, you better talk now." Jessica said.

"Louis left.He got a call and then he said he didn't want to be with me, he just left." I got drunk and well...

"I'm sorry" she mumbled

"Ill leave you alone." But, I will check in to make sure your not killing yourself."

"Okay," I said stumbling to the shower. I undressed and got in. The cool water on my body felt nice. It woke me up. I walked out and looked at the time, SHIT! It was Saturday, I volunteer at the foster home. I reek of alcohol. This isn't okay. I quickly brushed my teeth and got dressed. I hopped into my car. The smell of Louis's cologne was strong. It reminded me of the way he treated me like a princess. It hurt. I pulled up and saw the children yelling my name, "AUBREY WE MISSED YOU'! They screamed. I always brought Lou with me when he came in. That made the girls go crazy. We all had a great time together. I always loved children. "Where's Louis?" The kids asked.

"Um, he had to go." I said sadly.

"Where?"they asked.

"I don't know guys, I'm sorry."

Finally when it was time to leave, I just thought of Jessica. I called her.

"Hey Jessica want to go out?" I asked

"Yeah, sure. Where?" She responded

"Anywhere I can get drunk."

"She giggled, okay be there soon."

I got dressed and did my hair and makeup. I looked decent for a girl who is going through a depressing time.

She pulled up!

"Hey Aub! You look great." She said.

"Thanks."I managed to mumble out.

I was miserable, maybe I could meet a that will get things off my mind.

We pulled up. We went in and got a drink. It was the only finest club in town. All the high class boys were there. It was chic. I slammed another drink. Wow, I was having a good time. I saw this guy. He looked decent,

"Hey. What's your name?" I slurred out.

"Jake, and yours?" He said

"Aubrey." I smiled.

"Care to dance?" He questioned me

"Sure!" I said

A few drunken, sexual dances later, Jessica said it was time to go.

We got a cab. She took me back to my flat and put me into bed.

Everything went black.