'Michiko' a young man called. He roughly grabs me by my wrist and throws me onto the bed. ' you belong to me' he started, as he guided his hand down my body ' no one is coming, give up your body to me'. I struggled under his weight, but to no avail. He snuggled his face into the crook of my neck, I took a sharp intake of air as I felt his teeth lightly glide against my flesh. 'No' I thought 'never'. When I was about to give in to the lust, radiating off his body, another man breaks down the door, eyes glowing red, making his hatred known. Without a word the man rips the man on top me off and onto the ground, and punches him in the face over and over again, I lay there, my body refusing my urge to move. All of a sudden, the man takes out a gun that I recognized, the bloody rose. This gun was designed to kill vampires not humans. 'Go to hell' the man holding the gun said before he pulled the trigger, and then disappeared into thin air. 'JAMES!' I cried out, I ran over to him ' your losing to mush blood, bite me' he looked at me in compassion 'no -cough- Michiko -cough- I could kill you' he crooked ' JAMES! BITE ME DAMN IT!!' I yelled as tears streamed down my cheeks, he lifted his pale hand to my face, wiping away my tears. ' Michiko, always remember, I'm your first, your last and your only' those were his last word ms he said before Fading into dust, and becoming one with the wind. I can't call myself Michiko anymore, Renesmee, that shall be my name until I fall in love once again.
_____________________dream ended
I woke up, cold and scared, for three years I've been having the same dream, the same detail, the same agonizing screams, the same man I love being taken away from me. I hug myself, rocking back n' forth, tears continually escape my tightly shut eyes. "Why must you haunt me?" I whispered, before I began to sing a song I wrote named 'My Immortal'.( I don't own this
song).
"I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face - it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice - it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus] "
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A few more tears fell, before I got out of my queen sized bed. I glanced at my marble night stand, and found a envelope sitting neatly beside my black and Beige lamp. I read it carefully before dropping it, my face showing the shock and excitement.
