Criminal Affairs

Chapter 11

It's been 2 weeks since Sams death and 3 days since his funeral. I cried almost the entire time. It wasn't anything abnormal, seeing as that's all I do now. I sat in a room full of people who loved him and they all knew I killed him. They feel the same way I do. We all miss him more than anything and we all wish I was the one that was laying in that coffin.
"Whatcha thinking about beautiful?" Cam whispers in my ear. Me, Cam, Nash, Hayes, and the Jack's are in the living room watching a movie. I haven't been paying much attention to the movie. I'm just sitting here in Cams lap with my legs across Nash.
"Nothing important." I whisper laying my head in the crook of his neck. I play with the ring on my necklace out of habit. I have a wonderful guy who I'm so in love with it hurts wanting to spend the rest of his life with me. I have a group of friends that love me. Why am I not happy? I hear a gun shot it causes me to jump, my heart starts racing and it's hard to breathe.
"Wow babe are you ok?" Cam asks me, I see everyone looking at me.
"The um gun shot." I begin to take deep breaths.
"It's ok, it's just the movie." He rubs my arms.
"I'm just going to.... go upstairs." I walk upstairs continuing my deep breaths. This has been happening a lot lately I guess it's because of the PTSD, Dr.Garner was talking about. It's so annoying anytime I hear a loud noise or something to trigger it I have a panic attack. I decide to go to someone elses room so I won't be in mine bored. I knock on Nates door since I haven't talked to him since the funeral.
"Sup lil mama" he smiles when he opens the door.
"Hey." I walk into his room and sit on his bed.
"How you doing?" He sits next to me.
"That's a good question." I laugh softly. "What about you?"
"I'm doing." He shrugs. I look around his room, realizing I've never payed much attention to it. I look at the table to my right and find something.
"Nate, what exactly does this do?" I ask him holding the bag of weed.
"Why? You wanna try some?" He smirks.
"Depends on what it does." I examine the bag.
"It chills you out."
"Does it work for like anxiety?" I become more interested.
"Anxiety, depression, migraines, just about anything." he explains.
"Do you think I could try it?"
"Yeah, sure." He actually seems excited that I'm trying it. He does his whole thing and in a couple minutes he's presenting me with a blunt. He lights it up and takes a hit.
"Are you sure about this baby girl?" I nod my head yes. I take a hit, I cough at first, but then I get use to it as I keep smoking.
"How you feeling?" Nate asks me laughing.
"I feel great but kinda hungry." Everything feels like it's going in slow motion.
"Yeah you're gonna have the munchies." He continues to laugh.
"Oh my gosh Nate feel how soft my hair is! It smells nice too!" I giggle playing with my hair. "Nate you have nice hair, it's so great!" I sit in Nates lap with my legs crossed and play with his hair. "It's so cute when you have it in a bu-!" I start to gush about Nates little man bun but then I almost fall off the bed. Luckily, Nate caught me, the both of us begin to laugh.
"Now what were you saying? Something about me being cute?"
"Nooo, I was talking about your cute man bun." I laugh "but you're cute too!" I pinch his cheeks.
"You're not so bad yourself, baby girl." He winks.
"Shut up." I blush and shove him
"Ok, I'm going to get some food for us then we're gonna watch TV until this wears off." He tries to get up but I stop him.
"Can we watch Bob's Burgers?" I ask him seriously.
"Anything you want to watch." I get off of him and look for Bob's Burgers on Netflix.

Me and Nate spend the next couple hours watching Bob's Burgers and pigging out.
"That wasn't how I thought it was going to be. It was nice."
"That was cool." Nate laughs I just now see his adorable dimples.
"I'm sure you enjoyed doing nothing but laugh at me." I face him and poke his dimple.
"It was pretty funny plus you said I'm cute." He sticks his tongue out at me.
"You said I'm cute too." I stick my tongue out at him then laugh.
"How much would you hate me if I kissed you right now?" I can tell he's eyeing my lips. "Just to try something."
"I couldn't hate you." I smirk. Nate brushes his gentle lips against mine before kissing me softly tasting of peppermint. It's the most innocent kiss I've had in a while. It surprises me that it's coming from Nate. We pull away slowly. I look at Nate, he's looking down at his lap, but I can still see that he's grinning and blushing. I've never seen this gentle side of him before it's nice. He's so great, but I don't think I could love him any more than a friend.
"Soo..." I break the silence.
"I can't say I haven't dreamt of doing that, but it was like kissing...my best friend." Nate laughs.
"Oh, thank god." I laugh feeling relieved.
"Cam's pretty lucky to have you though."
"Speaking of my wonderful boyfr...um love interest? I'm going to go see what he's up to." I kiss Nates cheek. "Any girl would be lucky to have you Nate." I tell him before walking out his room.

I walk into Cam's room expecting to see him asleep, but he's laying in bed on his phone.
"Hello sweets." I greet him climbing into bed next to him.
"Hello beautiful." He kisses my cheek.
"Did you miss me?" I yawn snuggling up to his chest.
"Of course! What were you up to?"
"Me and Nate watched Bob's Burgers." I choose to leave most of what we did secret.
"I feel like if you had the choice you would abandon us for Bob Belcher."
"Bob Belcher is my sugar daddy." I say completely serious, but crack when he starts laughing.

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Hey guys! So if you haven't noticed by now I love Bob's Burgers it's my favorite show. Bob Belcher really is my sugar daddy tho 😂
Btw this might have a lot of errors this is kind of a lazy chapter, sorry.
Thanks for reading ❤️