How Could You (My Heart? It goes to You Sequel)

Forget

You woke up in the middle of the night and realized you were laying on the sofa. 

'Wasn't I in the kitchen?" you thought to yourself. You sat upright and saw Hansol laying on the ground. You smile a little. 

You got up and decided to grab something to eat. There was a clock hanging from the kitchen wall so you glanced at it to check the time. 

[2:47] 

"wow," you said out loud as you opened up the fridge. Inside was a bowl of cold spaghetti with a note on the top. 

'Hey y/n, I got an emergency down in Jeju, so I won't be back for a few days. I asked Hansol to take care of you. P.s. I told you Jungkook was bad news long ago. Love, Dad'

You sighed 

'I guess dad was right..." You went back to the sofa but noticed Hansol was gone. You didn't really care so you decided to turn on the tv and watch some Netflix shows you needed to catch up on. 

[hmmm what should I watch? OUAT? PLL? OuoUOUo what about The Heirs...]

Just when you were about to chose your show you were going to binge watch on, you heard talking coming from the bathroom. You had nothing better to do so with your food in one hand and the remote in the other, you cautiously approached the bathroom.

----------------Hansol POV----------------

I woke up to the sound of the fridge opening and checked the sofa. 

'I guess it's just y/n'

I checked my phone 

[2:49] [40 unread messages] [50 missed calls]

I stood up and headed to the bathroom to check who left all these messages, although I knew there was only one person who would. I opened the messages first.

[17:38] [ya]

[17:38] [ya]

[17:38] [ya] (x25)

[17:39] [I know you read it]

[17:40] [are you ghosting me?]

[17:41] [Hey] (x8)

[17:43] [look, it's not what you think it is]

[17:47] [can you just reply please]

[18:30] [I can explain everything. Please, can you just help me with one thing? It is all I ask for. I know I messed up. It's all my fault. But you need to trust me, friend. ]

I rolled my eyes and went to my phone log. It was all from Jungkook. The latest call was 2:15 am.

Just when I was about to put my phone away and go back, my phone rang. It was Jungkook.

 ---------- phone convo-----------

J: Hey

H: What did you do to y/n?

J: I did nothing

H: You did nothing? She was crying on the floor, I needed to carry her to the sofa after she dozed off in the kitchen!

J: It's not my-

H: Don't say it's not your fault that this happened. You hurt her! She was expecting a surprise of a lifetime and you just ditched her?!

J: I didn't ditch her"

H: Then why was she crying?"

J: Because I was with someone else and she picked up the phone and then I called y/n Tiffany...

H: So you cheated?

J: NO

H: How can you not say that that is cheating? You called y/n Tiffany!

J: Just listen ok?

H: No, I'm not going to listen. I have liked y/n my whole life, even from when we were little kids. But I have always kept my feelings to myself. Why? Because YOU always catch her attention the most. YOU would impress her while I was just there as her friend. You say you love her but whenever she had a hard time, I was also there to support her. Whenever she got hurt, I would be the one who would care most for her. And you know what makes me so mad at you right now? I was always the one to see her cry whenever you missed an anniversary or a date. She is always so hurt yet she doesn't show it to you the next day when you reschedule with her after she reminds you of the date. You know what? How about you just forget everything I had just said. Just forget about it. 

I cut the line. I got so heated up and angry I needed to sit down. I don't get how y/n didn't once get mad at Jungkook for all that he has done. She would always say that she was so happy yet cry in her room till sunrise. I took a deep breath and decided to leave the bathroom.

----------------------- Your pov----------------------

You leaned close to the door and heard Hansol talking.

[No, I'm not going to listen. I have liked y/n my whole life]

'What?' 

[Because YOU always catch her attention the most. YOU would impress her while I was just there as her friend.]

'I guess he's talking to Jungkook...'

You wanted to focus on hearing the rest, but what you heard Hansol say in the beginning kept echoing in your mind. You slumped down on the wall beside the bathroom door. 

'Does he really like me? ha. nahhh. He doesn't ever show it' you nervously chuckled. 

You just sat down and thought about all the things Hansol did with you around. You remembered when Hansol piggybacked you home when Jungkook forgot your first year anniversary because you had been wearing killer heels and your feet were sore from all the waiting you did at the statue. You remembered when he would cheer you up when Jungkook wouldn't message you back for a long period of time. 

"It can't be," you said softly as you began to question yourself. 

Just then the bathroom door opened...

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*Authors note/update*

Ok firstly, hello again and sorry.

I haven't updated this story at all for the past 2 years but hopefully, JUST HOPEFULLY. I can get back on track with updating and writing. I really love the feeling of writing this and seeing all the love it gets. I really missed this. School has been hard and surprisingly now I'm a senior in high school lol. I've been through a lot of ups and down and right now I'm at one of my lowest downs ever, but I promise I'll start to update more. I hope my writing style hasn't changed too much from the past, and I hoped you liked this chapter. 

Love you guys xoxo kpop_smile ;)