An/: This is just a lil sample of what Jayda's going through and who Jayda is.
An/: This is my first book I have written.
Note: I'll Be updating chapter one pretty soon. Just wanted you guys to get Idea of the book.
NOTE: Its not all sorrow!
One word: Hernández :) :)
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And I tell you this, I never felt so betrayed and hurt at the same time. Because Michael was my first love and relationship I ever been in . And I think that's where my fuck ever guy attitude evolved from. I mean it was just a natural response to a heart break. I honestly feel petty for whom ever tries to repair it.
Yes those bitter words came crashing out of My mouth.
Can you blame me?
I'll wait......
Crickets!
Okay moving right along.
Jayda Lanae Michelle is my name. Gorgeous right?
Winks!
I'm what they call . "Your pretty for a thick girl".
Thick/friendly for Fat!.
Yes very pitiful !
But I do believe that's all I am , is the pretty for a--fat girl!. That's basically all I ever been all of my 19 years on this despicable place we call earth.
When I look in the mirror I see: Nobody ,anger , pain, worthless and lastly FAT!
I Guess being bullied and pushed around like some kind of object, you really start to believe those things. It takes a big toll on your life, especially for me.
I'm trapped in my own thoughts in pain that it's driven me to craze. I don't know what to do, I'm like a hopeless puppy looking for shelter.
Control is what I need! But How?
An: Please comment what you think and vote!
Thanks! :) :) :)
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YOU ARE READING
Control
RomanceA young teenage girl Named Jayda Michelle that's been going through the motions of her body issues and broken heart that's torn her piece by piece. But she's not sure how to deal with any of it, on the verge of her breaking point . The tables hav...
