Poetic Heartbreaks

ix. how does it feel?

how does it feel to love you?

Loving you is like drinking my coffee every morning.

It is feeling something so heavenly, but I, every time I drink coffee get to have that pain in my stomach I alwayd needed to release.

The thing is, I have always loved loving you in every way possible that I could ever think of.

I have always loved the way you brought meaning to my life and made me realize that love was never so easy.

I have always loved it when you laugh with me;

dance with me in the middle of the street looking like crazy without music, and

sleep with me not having something sexual but just sleeping side by side anywhere we want to.

I felt everything when I loved you.

I felt things I never thought I'd feel.

The saddest part is,

I also felt everything when you left.

I felt my world shook and everything came crashing down, suffocating me with pain I never wanted to feel.

You left.

It had hurt me;

it still does.

And that's what I felt in loving you.