SPEAKING UP MY MIND

I'M SORRY

I'm sorry for being

so shitty and not

trying enough.

It's just that;

when I try,

I'm always

beat down by

someone

better.

I'm so distant

but I'm really

tired of people

abandoning me

over and over

again.

That's why I

don't bother

with meeting

new people

anymore.

I'm not even

capable of

keeping

my old

ones.