After the kiss

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I walk away. I don't understand why I still care, I don't understand why I think he's mine. I don't even know where I'm going. I just walk. I run into somebody, it's Trevor.

"Oh my gosh, I didn't know Connor Franta went to this school," he says.

"Yep," I say sadly.

"I watched all of your videos," he says

"That's nice," I say

"Hey do you want to study for the test tomorrow," he says.

"Sure," I say.

Two minutes have pasts and he puts on music.

"What song is this," I say.

"How do you not know this song, it's called "for him.," by Troye Sivan," he says.

Uhg I say, thinking that the for him is probably Tyler. Then I hear the lyric

"You don't have to say I love you, just say I love you, forget all the shooting stars, and the silver moons, we've been making shades of purple out of red and blue,"

He knows purple is my favourite colour.

I think of the lyrics again.

"You don't have to say I love you, just say I love you,"

I think right away of what I'm going to do.

"I have to go to the bathroom," I say to Trevor.

"Ok, don't...," he tries to say before I run off.

I run to the bathroom and fix myself up.

All of the sudden Troye walks in.

He ruins my plan.

I'm think of what to say, I try to say I love you and I love you lots at the same time but it just comes out.

"I lo-lots you"

"Wat?," he says.

I'm paralyzed, idiot want to run away but what am I supposed to do.

"I -I love you, but I know you and Tyler are together so I just needed to get that out," I say.

"EHWHAT, me and Tyler. Never going to happen" he says.

"Then why'd you kiss," I ask Troye.

" eww, he kissed me I pulled away and asked him what he was doing" he says

Tyler walks in.

"Hey, baby boy" Tyler says to Troye.

" eww, what the fuck" I say while walking out.

"Wait Connor!," troye says

"What?," I ask.

"I can explain" he says.

"Explain," I say hoping all he would explain is how much he loves meZ

"Listen to my song wild to understand," he says

"So what this some twisted promo," I ask.

"No just listen then text me," he says

"Okay," I say

"Okay," he says

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