I want to Die... D.I.E. It's simple really I want to die. Not in hopes that it will magically fix everything but in hopes I can stop thinking. In regarding the people that love me and care for me... sorry loves I love you all. But you can go fuck yourselves. I want to Die. My head feels crowded, my heart feels heavy, and I don't feel alright.
Will I die? Someday. Sometime soon? Not if I can help it. I want to die. But i'm too much of a bitch to do it. I can stand at a ledge for hours and not get enough courage to jump. I can sit in a dark room holding blades to my wrist but my arm won't make a slicing motion. I can lay in my bed with a bottle of pills but I won't swallow. Because i'm a bitch. I'm a bitch that wants to die.
