madilynne

hey, what's up, hello

guess who finally decided to start writing? this girl. so im good thanks for asking. im in 6th grade now. it's pretty chill. there's no popular people. and even if there is, we make fun of them. at least i do. there shouldn't be a standard as to how many friends you have. just learn, hang with yo squad and have fun. squads: this year, anyone can join your squad. squad's collide even. you can be in two squads. there are no standards. just hang with the people you like and don't forget anyone. i try to include everyone in my squads. there's this girl that is friends with my best friend and today in gym we were walking and she kept walking slower than us so we were always in front of her. whenever I noticed it, I made all my friends slow down and I told her to sing along to the music with us. that is how to make someone not feel alone. just saying i wish people could've done that to me. but you know what that stuff in the past, it has made me a stronger person. everyday I will tell people "I love you" and you know what it makes them smile. the talking behind backs now days isn't like what it used to be. now it's " omg sarah is so nice i want to be friends with her " I'm currently sitting in the rain. with a roof over my head. it's nice, it's peaceful. like life. my cat died about a month or so ago. it made me so sad. for three days straight I would wake up crying and the pain in my heart couldn't compare to anything I have ever felt. i only had her for a year and a half. but everything happens for a reason.
-no more scratches that were about to make me bleed to death
-no more devilish looks
-I can go into my kitchen without being chased
and guess what's the best plus, i got a new kitty. her name is autumn (kitty), and let me tell you guys she is the sweetest sweat heart. she meows for food and at five am she will wake me up to her purring and laying with me. it makes me a little mad because I only get 5 seconds with her before I fall back asleep and wake up to this enemy called my alarm. but I've learned that there is two types of people, there is one that when you give them lemons, they will squirt them in your eyes. and the other makes lemonade with it. be nice to people, give them compliments. talk behind there backs in. good way, hug them, treat them like you would treat your beloved kitten. make lemonade my friends. it's funny how someone can change so much in a year. and it's funny how much someone can't.