True Love?

The Horrible Past

I woke up from my nightmare. Gasping for breath. My head throbbing as the nightmare fades. My eyes stinging. I wish that I was not part of this family. Shiki.. Shiki is the only thing that comes to my mind. My best friend, my saviour and life. I knew that Shiki and I had to part but when ever I think about him or am with him my life and heart softens and I feel different. 

2 years ago. Juri and Haru had a beautiful child named Yuki. She had brown hair and hazel eyes. They loved her and tendered her, but what no one knows is that they had another child. Yes one more. That they can torture and beat the living crap out of. I was born with blood red eyes . My natural eyes are suppose to be brown. Beautiful hazel. My hair is the the part I like best. But my parents hate it. It was the prettiest blue. 

My name is Aimi. Well not technically my parents never bothered to name me. So Shiki did. He always thought I was the prettiest. I have a very unnatural power. Far greater that anyone has ever know. I could destroy the entire vampire race. My parents, wait I should say "masters" only kept me with them, from me wiping their kind. They only allowed me to serve them and to learn how to control my power. I am a pureblood after all. But they think I'm trash. I was always the one hated in the family I never even knew I had a brother until I was 3 when my powers started to generate. He is always with that spoiled brat Yuki. How can I get those disgusting images out of my mind. I guess cursing them is not going to help me anyway. 

I am now 5 years old now. I was wandering into the halls to do my chores again. It's 6:30am. No one is awake except for the maids and the butlers. They are my favourite people in the world. They always treat me like a princess. I start by cleaning the dishes from last night. I guess they had a real blessing. Then I cleaned the floors. The ceilings everywhere that could get dirty. I always wore the maid outfits. I am suppose to hid my identity after all. And Master told me to never ever wear dresses while I am working so I wear what the maid's wear. I was never allowed to do anything and I never get to received anything either. My sister and brother got everything they wanted. Everything. 

When I got back to the kitchen all the maids and  butler's were there. "Otanjobiomedetōgozaimasu" they all said in unison. My first real birthday. The only one that I ever celebrated. I was really,really happy. "Thank you everyone" this means a lot to me. My first birthday and my last.

No one has ever celebrated my birthday before. It was like I was never there. Even though I had my birthday on the same day as Yuki I was always listening to them laugh, sing and eat together. I was never there. I was a shadow lurking in there shadows. I was never noticed. Never loved, so eventually I shut and locked my emotions away. I never knew how to laugh or to smile. I completely forgot how to feel things. I only shared my feelings with Shiki at least I showed him a little bit. 

I woke up once again in a cold, damp room. Filled with disgusting memories. I went out of my room for my chores and classed again. This time I bump into Kaname. He looks way too surprised to see me. It's as if a ghost just walked in. I bowed and said "Good Morning Sir Kaname." He just looked at me and smiled. "Hello and you don't have to be so formal around me" was all that he said. Well I won't blame him. He never knew my name anyways. How would he when I never even see him. But once he smiled my heart just completely melted down and I couldn't help but smile. I think my smile shocked Kaname. He started blushing like crazy. Then I remembered Yuki, Haruka and Juri. How was I suppose face them. So I decided to keep my distance from Kaname. But I couldn't help but feel differently for him. 

Up until then. When everything scattered. I lost all of my innocence.