MY HIGH WRITES

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okay, since I'm alone and feeling stuff I'm gonna write. while I have the circles they're so fast they don't bother me. if I can listen they'll talk to me though. it's like a shrill little fast noise. but not zwoom more super fast like hydro speed hear. it's louder in the number ear. well, not numb, just warm. it's a nice warm tho. unlike the one that makes me think I need to pee cause it warms my bladdery parts so they feel like peeing even tho I did that just before I started. also I realized some of the warm was in my throat is just nasal drip that goes down my throat so I can swallow it. if I breathe heavy it makes me wanna cough so in kinda avoiding that but I could also just buy a drink sorry, I meant drink not buy, my mind was drifting to the swimming pool so I felt like I had to buy something. my body has major twitches. so if I think about any person I'll kinda flinch towards the left side of my body cause I'll feel like they're actually here. I'm gonna call this the 'N couch syndrome' cause that couch has the bed on the left so since I'm usually there and someone is usually in the bed if I look over there I should have someone to talk to. that's how lonely I am. thinking about things kinda looks like a cartoon drawling where all the edges were sticker rounded and in a lighter shade. I bet this is short which is a disappointment cause I want it long. I should go in my closet but I won't cause I don't have strobes so I wouldn't be able to space. in other news my phone looks wobble like waves if it was underwater