I've been home for the past few hours just waiting for Harrys call.
I kinda thought he'd call me sooner than this, I mean it's been like 6 hours since I ran into him but I understand he must have a busy schedule.
I decide to kill some time and take a shower, blasting their 'Made In The AM' album.
Singing along to 'love you goodbye' I just let all my emotion out and start to twirl around in the shower. For some reason I just start crying and fall to the floor of the shower holding my head and pulling at my hair.
I just want to be okay, I just want to talk to Harry. He probably was just saying he would call me to make me feel better, no one like him would want to talk to me just cause. He probably feels bad for me cause I'm just some freak with anxiety.
I can't even believe I thought someone like him would actually want to talk to me, I mean I'm a fucking mess.
That's all I am is a mess, I can totally understand why Harry wouldn't want to call me.
I start to bawl my eyes out trying to calm down but it doesn't work. I turn off the shower and just sit there hyperventilating.
I just want to be happy. I just want to be with Harry right now. I just want to be normal for once.
I start to shiver and decide to get out of the shower after my panic attack and I check my phone and what I see shocks me....
6 missed calls from Harry
2 voice messages from Harry
And 10 text messages from Harry
Oh my God he's probably worried because I didn't pick up. I try to calm my breath and call him back.
-ring ring-
A- Harry?
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Temporary Fix - Harry Styles
SonstigesHi, my name is Alice Ward....yeah like a psych ward. My last name is actually kind of fitting considering I have mental breakdowns on the daily, perks of having severe anxiety disorder I guess. Some things you may like to know about me : - I have...
